okay, so maybe a world of ideas is a bad thing. we're confused, dissatisfied, and what have we gained? maybe purity and simplicity is the goal, pick a set of ideals and stick to it so that you can focus on other things in life. look for the good, instead of trying to read everything critically. i see this. i get it. my sister figured that out ( Read more... )

So, as you faithful readers know, when we last spoke, I was about to tell my mom about my newfound happiness, in the form of deviant homosexual behaviour.  I am happy to say that I told her and got the best reaction I could have hoped for. What I expected was "oh, I love you no matter what you do.", this would have been okay to hear, but I would ( Read more... )

my mom has always kept a clean house ( Read more... )

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i've been thinking alot about repression in relation to violence and in less extreme, more relatable terms, unhappiness ( Read more... )

so i'm starting to fall for someone ( Read more... )

love is sacrifice, and ( Read more... )

certain characters in my life have come together without my influence. i feel like a bit character in a tragic passion play who is the regular fool. i wish that sex didn't mean so much to certain people, but i guess loneliness denounces relativity as much as money can. i felt so bad for the creepy bad guy, and the sad image of him walking away in ( Read more... )

In Montreal, I feel like I was making so many positive changes in my life that were never possible for me. I am lucky to have roomates who are more ecologically responsible/aware than I am, to live in a city ruled by bicycles, and to have everything I could ever want within 15 minutes of my appartment, via a beautiful stroll through manhattan-esque ( Read more... )

I hate all kinds of community oriented activities. the idea of a group of people all thinking the same way makes me feel my individuality has been compromised. Compromises must be made to do what is best for the group, and I'm no good with compromises. So...I, like everyone else, need a community. I need validation. Whenever I get it, I move on to ( Read more... )