4. Romantics. Fours combine emotional intensity, sensitivity, and intuition all in one person. 4s don't settle for the ordinary or shallow, and are disturbed that most people around them do. Fours are extremely self-aware people, sometimes painfully so, often leading to an intense interest in emotional and spiritual growth. Because of this ( Read more... )

Raigh is leaving and I'm sad as hell ( Read more... )

You know.. a had an epiphany..Normally I wouldn't say this because I care what people think of me but it's my journal and that's what it was in the beginning and that's what it is and that is what it will remain ( Read more... )

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GRRRRRRRR. It's fucking 3am. I got home at 1:30. I'm not fucking tired, why? FUCK. I have nothing to do and I can't sleep. I am mad. MAD! Joey and I didn't go to the movies, we got there late because Chinatown was all blocked off and stuff, grr. So we went to the 24hr Walmart in Union City and shopped, yes that is lame but I had fun. We spent like ( Read more... )

I'm going to the movies with Joey. I had the most fucked up time today. I fucking I don't even know. Things need to change. They need to change. My heart feels so numb. I feel so fucking numb to everything. I could kill someone right now and not even give it a second though, not even feel a bit of remorse or fear. That probably sounds bad but I ( Read more... )

So here I am. Joey and I were gonna do something but he couldn't make up his stupid mind so we were on the phone bickering for about 30 minutes, finally it was like FUCK IT! So I don't care. He wanted to go to a movie at like 11:40, bleh. Then I wanted to rent movies but he was bitching because everytime we're at Blockbuster I always want to rent " ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here doing nothing and the phone rings.. It's Peter. God I got so happy, so fast. I picked it up.. we talked, then we got off the phone. It was so nice and weird. He's never just called out of the blue like that. All day at school I wanted to call him and I didn't think it was like good.. even though I could've. Then I get home and he ( Read more... )

First day of school was today. It was random and lame. I have a 0 period which starts at 7:30, can we say PUKE?! Yeah who cares, last year. Yesterday Joe took me to Chilis and paid which was nice!! Then we went shopping and he bought me some shoes :D Then we went to Office Max so that he could get some headset thingie ( Read more... )