your crying made me miss my favorite part.
i'm an addict. when i want
to it's over. i think i'm done with him.
&after last friday. i feel like i
wasted my time. this whole fucking time.
we proved it to ourselves. we don't
need each other & i don't really even
want to see him again. ever. please
stay out of my way. i had something of his.
& i smell like him. i need some thing
new. i hate these little fucking
reminders. i miss the old me. when all
i needed was my friends to make me happy.
now there's more to every thing. it's
complicated. but it's so easy. right
now i'm going to go read some " erotica"
book. reading is good. since i
never do..........
this was all such bullshit.
when am i going to stop lying to myself.
i need him. i love him. i want him.
i'll have him.=)