god damn i want to jam.

also, you know you have the best grandma in the world when she orders you a kill sadie shirt as a "tonsils out" present. fuck yeah.

you know, when i bring my car to your place of business to get the oil changed, i do not want the radiator flushed, i don't care if the filter is a little dirty and the transmission is working good enough for me. i don't want to pay a hundred bucks for all these things because i just asked you to change my oil.

seriously, fuck jiffy lube.

i'm tired. but everyday i get less and less tired, that's good. i hate mono because it just leaves you feeling worn out most of the time. you get the energy to get up and do something and after you're done you are ready for sleep ( Read more... )

i need a video game buddy. there is a battle i cannot win alone and i need someone to brave it with me! you won't get mono unless you drink from my cup of death.

anyone interested?

i woke up at four o'clock this morning. and i picked up my guitar. and then i put it down for a second and realized if i ever couldn't play my guitar or make music, i'd have no interest in living.

i hate things ( Read more... )

decided to try and get out of the house yesterday. which i guess felt like a good idea. my mom really didn't want me to. i'm on these steroids which basically destroy my immune system. they're supposed to decrease the size of my tonsils ( Read more... )

something's not right and it's starting to worry me. my left tonsil has enlarged further. although all the nausea is gone, the fever is over and the general pain and everything else has stopped. it just doesn't make sense that it keeps on getting bigger.

it's hard to sleep when all you've been doing is trying to sleep.

six hours in the emergency room was like six hundred hours in the emergency room. everything is okay for now. waiting for the tonsils to stop swelling. the fever is almost gone. and no more nausea ( Read more... )