i could totally look like her, she actually still has hips and an ass and is hot. yay for hips and ass! hahah

( marisa! )

so who remembers ( this )

i'm baaaack ( Read more... )

this week:
b: meal shake - 170cals
l: oatmeal - 160cals
d: either salad and chicken or a grilled veg and chicken - 300ish?

so like 630cals a day max plus gym every day and 30 day shred. (except monday it's my birthday... so dinner will be pad thai (it's still low cals... less than 300) but my mom's making oreo pudding for me instead of cake so i can ( Read more... )

somehow i now have 2 halloween costumes ( Read more... )

so just went to the costume store. they did not have any cute nurse costumes... they were so tacky in person, but OMG they had this. it's amazing... totally buying it... would have today but i was with my brother and i felt really weird buying a slutty costume with my older (very protective who owns a gun) brother. so i'm going back. we actually ( Read more... )

so the boyfriend asked me to be a nurse for halloween... well hinted for halloween. the conversation went like this
me: i'm so excited for halloween, i already think i know what i'm going to be
him: a sexy nurse?
me: no, a loofah (hahaha yes i know it was a cute idea but it did not work out)
him: a sexy loofah?

so basically hen the loofah idea was a ( Read more... )

tomorrow is thanksgiving. and the grandparents are coming now which makes eating less much harder. however, i'm totally milking my "i just had surgery" excuse for all it's worth ( Read more... )

so managed the stairs and weighed myself. i'm at 113lbs. so down 3lbs in a week. no too bad, and that's actually my low weight, so yay. that was with a shirt on because it's impossible for me to get it off and over my bandages by myself without extreme pain ( Read more... )

fuck i hate that i'm super motivated right now and yet im not allowed to leave this chair ( Read more... )