anybody remember the choose your own adventure books ( Read more... )

holy shit!! i have a new obsession. they are called Heaven Shall Burn. very talented youngs lads.

i should get back to work. i hate metal bridges that don't transfer well to acoustic.

- derek -

i had an amazing weekend. it something i definitly needed. i'm super tired right now, but that's ooooookay, it was worth it. i always have something to do now and it's wonderful. i'm taking a short but well deserved and needed road trip with myself to meet a friend and possibly have some confrontation because i'm moving in on his turf. but i ( Read more... )

everything seems to be in the right place tonight

it's pickles and hotdogs because my fridge is going to explode. did i say fridge? i meant my...
stove. it cooks things that taste freezer burnt.

from dust...to silence.

- derek -

"the mind tricks the body but it thinks the mind is crazy
the mind tricks the body
but it thinks my mind...
there's a hole in my stomach and it goes right through."

-daryl palumbo

not friends only anymore
i have mood swings
leave me alone

the pure karmic value of my work ethic, helping hand and my insanely strong will to not gossip today, should prove to keep me happy for the rest of my life. it's okay, i can work a million days in a row at a shitty job that i hate just because it helps me to live these beautiful days where i can help friends and meet strangers. i'm a machine, it' ( Read more... )

friends only

sorry i don't have a fancy banner yet.
comment to be added and all that shit...you know the deal.

i'm not good at the dating game, especially if it's long distance. and especially, especially if it hasn't even been solidified. i need to know, and this time i can't ask because everytime i have in the past...it's made things worse. sarina is coming to visit for a weekend. she'll be here in two weeks. and today she did something i hate, and ( Read more... )

all regrets erased ( Read more... )