It's been a lonely one...

[4_ever_faithful]

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. I feel compressed here. I don't want to be in this house, this city, this school. I feel so trapped. I feel as if I have no room to move. I feel as if I have expectations from everyone here that I must live up to. Well I am just me and I can't do that. I'm learning a lot about myself lately. It just sucks

Comments

I am here and always will be.

[krystlepnky]

I know how you feel right now, I'm not sure what sins you have committed but if you truly regret them and want forgiveness God is here to listen and so am I. God will always forgive you if you really want him to. That song I found talks about not knowing where you are going and whether or not you are going to make it. We are both traveling through this valley of darkness right now and I know I am standing right by you holding your hand and I know you are holding my hand back. I know that we are 3,000 miles away and I know you need an angel right there and if you ask God he will deliver. I believe that soon your michigan angel will show them self to you. It may surprise you who it is. I have no idea who it is but I do know what it feels like to need someone to talk to face to face and God sent me Michelle. Now she isn't perfect and yes there are times even she doesn't comfort me and when that happens I call out to Jesus because I know he doesn't want us his children to go through this alone. This valley is long and dark and very

[zach_a_rooni_77]

I hope things look up for u.

You grow stronger

[mnickky4]

I know that right now you are not as strong as you need to be but you grow stronger each day. Just like your sister she grows stronger. But even though you are strong you still need support and you have it from Krystle and me. I know we are far far away we are still with you. Believe me Ash I can feel when you and Krys are going through hard times. I give you my strength when you need it and I do the same for Krys. As for you falling I don't really know what you are talking about but I suggest that since you and krys are so alike that you write it down on a paper if you don't want to say what happened out loud. I don't believe you have told krys and don't expect you to tell me before her. But just like krys you need to get it out of you and writing in on paper I believe would help you. You can write like a letter telling someone everything just so you can feel a huge weight off your shoulders. Plus if you want to let a little steam off you can always get me on AIM and just say everything to me I won't talk unless you want me to.