Ok, so as anyone could tell, that first paragraph was about me, but I am not upset about that at all. Also, obviously I have hurt you intensely, and I am deeply hurt by that. But...... unfortunately I can't bring you any TRUE healing of that. I truly feel horrible for this, but there is NOTHING that I can do. I saw that I recently received two posts on my LiveJournal. One of those I am pretty sure was yours.... maybe both. But the thing is... I know that you feel that I just dropped you bottom out and just moved on to this girl. I won't deny it, I have feelings for her... but as of now.... I won't mess with anyone else until I see that you have gotten over this.... which I am willing to give as long as it takes. Who knows... she might not like me after leaving her sit for so long... but I have broken too many hearts... and I'm afraid if I break one more, especially one that has been broken so much already, I might be torn to the brink. I will do anything I can to help you through this, but it's you that has to step over the wall. I've
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i don't really know what is going on in your life at all these days. ever since homecoming we just..stopped being close. this summer we were like sisters and then i really don't know what happened. we both just kind of...left each others lives? i don't know if you see it as i do. i don't really know why i am saying all of this. i just..felt like saying something. but anyways.. i'm sorry for things that are happening to you. i have partially been there through things in your life that were complicated. your crushes, guys who have crushed you. i wish they didn't happen to you hun. i'm sorry i can't help..i wish i could. i hope things get better for you..and i hope your new job works out. soon you'll be driving and that is scary for some of us but awesome at the same time. well i am talking to much. i love you. ♥
it really is sad, that everything you say it true, but things have gotten os hectic, and i feel like we have seperated, and i feel horrible, bc i'm sure this is mostly my fault, but i promise you things will change once i can drive, you're still the only one that knows my deepest secrets, and i don't ever want that to change... i love you! ♥
Re: ::tear:: :(x_silhouette_xJanuary 19 2005, 18:54:08 UTC
it's not your fault. it's both of ours. and all of your secrets are safe with me. and i know things are hectic. so don't even think about feeling sorry about my comment. mmmkay? i love you too. <3<3
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ever since homecoming we just..stopped being close.
this summer we were like sisters and then i really don't know what happened.
we both just kind of...left each others lives?
i don't know if you see it as i do.
i don't really know why i am saying all of this.
i just..felt like saying something.
but anyways..
i'm sorry for things that are happening to you.
i have partially been there through things in your life that were complicated.
your crushes, guys who have crushed you.
i wish they didn't happen to you hun.
i'm sorry i can't help..i wish i could.
i hope things get better for you..and i hope your new job works out.
soon you'll be driving and that is scary for some of us but awesome at the same time.
well i am talking to much.
i love you.
♥
-kwisssyten.
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i love you!
♥
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it's both of ours.
and all of your secrets are safe with me.
and i know things are hectic.
so don't even think about feeling sorry about my comment.
mmmkay?
i love you too.
<3<3
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