*rings bell* thats it i give up i forfeit. game over. im going to try and stop liking him because he doesnt like me, it's not going to change. and if anyone tells me i dont know for sure, im going to tell them yes thats right i dont know, but i want to think so, so i can forget about him.

hey just got back from the fireworks, they were pretty good. i saw some people, and missed some people. had some tears, had some smiles. yup. man..im just so :( about...that thing *cough* it wont work out in my favor i know it.
oh and cour was suppose to come down today..i wonder if she got here...

there are people at my house from conn. and i am being anti social apparently says my mom... tonight we are going to the fireworks it should be a lot of fun, granted we get there on time.

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howdy, there are fireworks tomorrow at the complex. i want to go but people from connecticut are coming to visit us...wow i really want to go. fireworks to me are one of the most beautiful things ever, they make me so happy, but make me feel so alone. i hate but love being alone. see i hope that made sense, but oh well.

im very tired...probably because i went to sleep at like 4:45 this morning...? oh well. my dad didnt yell at me, and soon after that my mom came, and we went to the mall, i got a coach bag it is so beautiful *tear*


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well after camp yesterday, i went to sarah's we watched the donnie darko *sigh* great movie. after that i went home and wanted to sleep over aruba's so i asked my dad, which lead to a fight. about that hole fucking gay sleep over thing again. and he was all like "why do you need to sleep over peoples houses? you have your own bed!" and shit like ( Read more... )

today went to camelbeach, it's like a water park but ski resort in the winter. anyway went on some slides, made some friends, kinda.
i saw spiderman 2....
eh w/e im just in terrible shape right now :'(. ill update tomorrow or something.

well today was the first day of camp..i dare say we went to...*shudder* karioke.....oh my god ( Read more... )

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