Well, i havent been on in like forever..but i came to my luvers house..SAMI DE and were hanging out...kinda sam doesnt feel good but i got this awesome sweet blanket from her!! WELL THATS ALL!! I love you all and merry xmas. hopefully ill have a new computer of my own next time i get on!!???

Well nothing really that new except im starting to get over nate a little bit. Umm tonight im going to a show with my 2 bfs at palmer hall were i get to see brad from schools badn willow. Its gonna be sweet oh and randy ha s alimp dick..lol.... plus i want brittney to tickle my picklehehehe ♥♥3♥

Okay well today was okay it was hard to see nate and not be right next to him or have him walk me to my locker and hold my hand and kiss me... i wish i didnt do the one thing i love to be with the one guy i lust!! I miss the only 15 minuet phone calls and the moments he always come over but days i guess will go bye when i prolly wont cry and meet a ( Read more... )

Have you ever hated yourself were you just wanted to fall off the earth and die?? Have you ever wanted something so bad that when you got it and you had it for a while that you didnt want it anymore? Were you ever unsatisfied with what you wanted? And have you ever felt like the biggest bitch in the world?? Well thats how i feel.. I broke up with ( Read more... )

Well, im sitting here in ann arbor while my mom helps my dad get preped for surgery. Im really scared because theres a 5o% chance of death which really scares me. I couldnt imagine a day with out him. Even though im seeming to get through my brothers death kinda okay. Yesterday was my first day here and all we did all day was walk around the ( Read more... )

Okay well its been like this huge long oh time since i updated last!! Um well Nate and I's 1 month is thursday but im having trouble being with him knowing that at any time his mother could want yhim to move back and he probably would have no choice and would which upsets me because i like really like him alot!! And i dont how i would really feel ( Read more... )

okay well i havent got on i a long time plus the fact that im at school so i cant get on and comment on other people or comment back to people!! GAY and my dad is still gone right now in tennesse. I've pretty much got nothing to say and i wish my friends were here right now. Im bored out of my mind and theres nothing ever to do in this class!! Im ( Read more... )

So today is halloween and me and nate were supposed to carve pumpkins last night but we couldn't because he got grounded which really upsets me because we were supposed to have chance to hang out were my mom could get to know him. Um well here well start out with my weekend. It was pretty gay i went to the game friday and lost my voice with ( Read more... )

So me and my boyfriend have been going out for a week now... today since 3:16... yes i do know the time because i had to call him at 3:16 that day!!! And plus im really happy with him.. I like him sooooo effing much i dont think anyone understands!!! so i get my haircut a week from today a little longer than sams with highlights and lowlights ( Read more... )

So pretty much i have feeling that what i say doesnt matter anymore because no boady comments so im just going to write useless junk as always!!!