mom is working and sean isn't online, and I have no other way to get this nervous puking feeling out of me than to write it out so that I can calm down and study for my exam tomorrow
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Losta stress at this time of year for us university students. You've got a right to be feeling worried, there is a lot of things that are going on right now that are out of your control: School ending, moving out of stfx for the summer, etc. It must feel really overwhelming. But look on the bright side, school ending, moving out. lol
Seriously, if you are having doubts right now, thats ok. You have to remember its not like you HAVE to stay with him. If its too weird or uncomfortable, you have every right to find your own place. Sean loves you and will understand. So don't worry about moving in, there are always options, nothing is set in stone.
And from my experience, being on your period during stressful times does make things seem 100x worse. Damn hormones. Then again, missing your period also increases your stress 1000x :p
So relax (as much as you can during exams) babe, go with the flow. You can always change your mind about anything and people will understand, thats the beauty of living in this day and age.
yeah, nothing is set in stone... and i know everything will work out.. GOD DAMN THESE STUPID HORMONES!! I actually was in tears today when I started thinking about how I'll miss my roommates over the summer. I don't do that! Ugh... biological makeup.
haha ohh I'll ride this flow for all it's worth. two more days...
Hey Katie, juuuuuuuuust another note of comfort... let me seee.... what can I say that's like original comfort...it's understandable to be worried, or nervous.. I think anyone would be but I also know how much you've been looking forward to this summer all year. I think that it will be different for you at first and it'll take some adjustments but I think you'll be fine and I think you guys will be good...so don't stress too much because like theresa said... it isn't set in stone, things can change and that's alright! A nd I hear ya on the stressful exam time on your period... I'm not on mine yet but it's coming and I cried most of yesterday I think...I think I'm making someone nervous who isn't used to crying girls... haha When do you think you will be moving home after your exams? I'll be going home on Thursday so maybe we can hang out before you go home.. let me know..
thanx miss. I started packing last night.. and things are getting better. I know everything will be fine eventually. just got to work out the bumps and get over the nervousness.
I'm coming home tomorrow, and am stuck with nothing to do thursday, friday... monday tuesday (well.. it's my b-day that day :D so maybe something) and wednesday so pick any or all days and we'll have a "School's-over-let's-celebrate" gang get together or something haha.
Talk to you later, and ps, it's ok to cry! boo woo
Exam #1 - vomitting Exam #2- uhh the bad kind of poop Exam #3-constipation! This is what my exams have been doing to me, so I too hope its from stress!! You are going to have a fantastic time in Kelowna! Remember last year? You got scared, it was new, you didnt know anyone....this is the same thing all over again except its with Sean instead of Kathryn, it's going to work out and you will have SO much fun and I will be so jealous while I sit in the valley all alone with no friends :( lol .... and if it's horrible....before you know we'll all be back here, and we'll force courtney to see everyone, and its homecoming and x-ring and xmas ball and spring break and grad trip and grad....and it will be the most amazing year at X EVER!! xoxox
I loove how you put that as anonymous! haha yeah, stress does crazy things to our bodies I've decided.
yeah.. this is a new adventure!! Again! haha. Well, you and me are in the same boat kinda... I don't have any "friends" out there either except sean. I guess he's going to intruduce me to some girl friends of his, and I hope they're cool and take me in. There should be like a lavalife for friendship... where you can advertise for friendship and brag about how cool you are and other lonely people will come flocking to you and you shall never be alone!! GOD I'M A FREAKIN' GENiOUS! haha
see you tonight/tomorrow with your stuff :D
YAY X-Ring!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Seriously, if you are having doubts right now, thats ok. You have to remember its not like you HAVE to stay with him. If its too weird or uncomfortable, you have every right to find your own place. Sean loves you and will understand. So don't worry about moving in, there are always options, nothing is set in stone.
And from my experience, being on your period during stressful times does make things seem 100x worse. Damn hormones. Then again, missing your period also increases your stress 1000x :p
So relax (as much as you can during exams) babe, go with the flow. You can always change your mind about anything and people will understand, thats the beauty of living in this day and age.
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haha ohh I'll ride this flow for all it's worth. two more days...
thanks theresa... that was like a big warm hug :)
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A nd I hear ya on the stressful exam time on your period... I'm not on mine yet but it's coming and I cried most of yesterday I think...I think I'm making someone nervous who isn't used to crying girls... haha
When do you think you will be moving home after your exams? I'll be going home on Thursday so maybe we can hang out before you go home.. let me know..
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I'm coming home tomorrow, and am stuck with nothing to do thursday, friday... monday tuesday (well.. it's my b-day that day :D so maybe something) and wednesday so pick any or all days and we'll have a "School's-over-let's-celebrate" gang get together or something haha.
Talk to you later, and ps, it's ok to cry! boo woo
Good luck on exams! Almost done :D
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Exam #1 - vomitting Exam #2- uhh the bad kind of poop Exam #3-constipation!
This is what my exams have been doing to me, so I too hope its from stress!!
You are going to have a fantastic time in Kelowna! Remember last year? You got scared, it was new, you didnt know anyone....this is the same thing all over again except its with Sean instead of Kathryn, it's going to work out and you will have SO much fun and I will be so jealous while I sit in the valley all alone with no friends :( lol .... and if it's horrible....before you know we'll all be back here, and we'll force courtney to see everyone, and its homecoming and x-ring and xmas ball and spring break and grad trip and grad....and it will be the most amazing year at X EVER!!
xoxox
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yeah.. this is a new adventure!! Again! haha. Well, you and me are in the same boat kinda... I don't have any "friends" out there either except sean. I guess he's going to intruduce me to some girl friends of his, and I hope they're cool and take me in. There should be like a lavalife for friendship... where you can advertise for friendship and brag about how cool you are and other lonely people will come flocking to you and you shall never be alone!! GOD I'M A FREAKIN' GENiOUS! haha
see you tonight/tomorrow with your stuff :D
YAY X-Ring!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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KT, theres no need to advertise, just walk into the most happening place in Kelowna and people will naturally flow to you.
Are you still planing on hitting Europe next summer? Is that the grad trip you're talking about?
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