If It Were Me
Title: If it were me…
Author: lovelyabu
Requester: vitong
Genre: Angst
Rating: G
Pairing: Hikabu, Yabunoo, Matsunoo
Summary: I love you, but you never see me…
"Kou-chaaaan, let's go to cafetaria..." I said to you as we walk out from our class.
"..." You don't answer me. You are dozing off again. Ne...Kou, what are you thinking? Are you thinking of Him again?
You love him since forever. But you know it, right? That he never loves you? He even never bothers to look at you...
He is a beautiful guy, indeed. He is talented as well. Everyone easily loves him, and you become one of them. Since the very first time you meet him, you already fallen for him.
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One day you came to me and asked " Hika, have you ever fall in love with someone?"
I do Kou, I always do. An unrequited one.
"Ne...You know what? I think I'm falling in love." yappari... I know it.
"You know Inoo Kei from A class right? I think I like him...” No, you aren't like him. I know you love him and my feeling is always right.
Because... here you are, standing right beside me. Without breaking your gaze at him you said "Hika, I will tell him that I like him. I will confess to him. Wish me luck okay!!!" You wink at me and run. Don't you dare to do it Kou! Because you makes my heart go wild with just simple gesture like that.
I smiled at you. Hope you know that I will always support you even if it will broke my heart.
I don't care... I already numb with that kind of feeling.
I walk away from that place. Even if I say I already numb with this feeling, why I still can’t get used to it? Why it still so hurt Kou?
Tears keep flowing from my eyes as my body drench because of the rain. It seems that the sky is also crying for me. Let it be, I hope the rain will brush my feeling for you away...
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I arrived at my apartment and I walk straight to my bedroom. There, I cry out loud until I fall asleep.
***
I wake up when I heard someone knocking at my apartment door. I open it, and I see you. I see you with your puffy eyes.
Ne, Kou... Did you cry?
"Kou, what happen with you?" You don't answer me and instead you hug me and cry. I bring you inside. We sit in my living room and you still cry.
"Hika, have you ever feel so broken?...hahahaha" you laughed while crying.
"He rejects me Hika, he said he already have a boyfriend. You know our senpai Matsumoto Kohei? They are dating Hika"
I can't say anything Kou. Seeing you cry is the last thing that I want to happen in my whole life because it hurt my heart, yet I can't do anything. I just can hug you, I hope it will comfort you a bit.
You cry in my embrace until you fall asleep. I watch your sleeping face. You are like an angel. I brush a strand hair away from your forehead before I kiss you a goodnight and I sleep too.
'You know Kou...If it was me, I’d cherish you…more than anyone else and I definitely will never make you cry.'
A/N : Part of this story is a true story of vitong... Hope you like it Vit...
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