sorry lydiaki.. mom is muy angry.. but we shall have another day! like all next week.. we should like spend the week together or something.. hmm hope you had fun today.. <3
isnt it funny how you say all next week, because that is the week when jordan will be gone, so u wont be able to be with him. yea i feel a little... crappy. oh well, im use to it.
yea wow, u couldnt do anything today, but tomorrow u can do somehitng with paige? so i guess ur mom isnt going to be angry tomorrow.
im not angry, and i am not trying to sound all bitchy, so hopefully you wont think i i am trying to be bitchy but,i am just saying what i need to say.
you think you've got it bad... i love dan to death but i haven't seen ANYONE at all. i forced him to walk around plymouth with me once... that was interesting. that place has REALLY gone down hill. but i haven't even had time for amber lately. i've seen here twice since school got out and that lasted all of five minutes. i need a vacation. i'm being smothered. in a good way i think... why does he protect me from harmless things? he's aloud to do whatever he wants. but i can't do anything. hmmm.... i'm gonna have to chat with that boy tonight...
MANDY! oh my gosh i miss you SO much! that time that i saw you with dan at the movies, it didnt seem like u even wanted to waive to me. i was sad. i thought that maybe u didnt want anything to do with me. i was confused. me and stef were talking about how we miss the nudia, mandy and stef sleepovers :o( we wanted to come see u at maybury if u were still working, except for the fact that i cant see stef anymore, i am banned from her :o(
it seems pretty bad if u cant even see amber, shes ur best friend! it maybe seems that dan is a little TOO overprotective. i know u love him, and i k now he loves you, but i think u need to see your friends. cuz u know that if somehting does happen between you two, u will have ur friends by ur side.
im sorry about whats going on. i want to see you!
and what i think, if he is allwed to see anyone, then say FUCK IT, i can see my people too! he is just worried and INSECURE that u will leave him, for someone else, and tahts why he isnt letting you see anyone. :o( im sorry.
Thanks for saying that you miss me too. You've hung out with Christina 8 times, and we've only hung out twice, and you miss her more than you miss me. That really hurts me lydia, cause obveously you dont even consider me your best friend anymore cause you dont even fucking miss me and you havent bothered to call me all summer. You can kiss me ass if you think im gunna keep calling you this summer and keep trying to make plans with you, its your fucking turn to show me that you still wanna be my friend and that you still care about me. I dont know anything about you anymore, and you dont know anything about me anymore, which is sick. and if your too busy being sad and feeling sorry for yourself and you dont have time to call me or miss me or care about me, then I pitty you because you have changed more than i could have ever imagined. Call me so we can talk about this
you're the one person i never thought would EVER say that, stef. seriously, that was the lowest thing you have ever done. not only did it piss me off, but it hurt me. the reason we don't know each other anymore is because you decided to do what you wanted to do; which is fine with me. but i am not gonna surround myself with people that i will be tempted to do stuff with and get in trouble with. of course i want to know what is going on in your life, and i would hope that you'd want to know stuff about me, too. i love it when we do hang out and when we have our stef and lydia times, but you also have to unerstand that i can't call you. it isn't that easy, stef. and i don't think you understand that. i have been so happy lately, and i don't need what i had before. i wasn't happy. yeah, i was happy with my friends, like you and stuff.. but i was doing bad shit, and i did ditch my other friends, who truley did care about me. i don't care, seriously this isnt going to change anything, and this is just gonna end up being a stupid online
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You can spend the night... and we will watch our dating shows, bring it on, and pretty woman!
i am so excited. we can go to plymouth together if u want. HAHA i am gonna have a PAIGE FILLED FRIDAY! Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!
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yea wow, u couldnt do anything today, but tomorrow u can do somehitng with paige? so i guess ur mom isnt going to be angry tomorrow.
im not angry, and i am not trying to sound all bitchy, so hopefully you wont think i i am trying to be bitchy but,i am just saying what i need to say.
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my mom said that i cant hang out with anyone today.. she didnt say anything about tomorrow.. plus you are hanging with lauren tomorrow
and im glad you arent angry.. and i understand..
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i love dan to death but i haven't seen ANYONE at all.
i forced him to walk around plymouth with me once...
that was interesting.
that place has REALLY gone down hill.
but i haven't even had time for amber lately.
i've seen here twice since school got out and that lasted all of five minutes.
i need a vacation.
i'm being smothered.
in a good way i think...
why does he protect me from harmless things?
he's aloud to do whatever he wants.
but i can't do anything.
hmmm....
i'm gonna have to chat with that boy tonight...
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it seems pretty bad if u cant even see amber, shes ur best friend! it maybe seems that dan is a little TOO overprotective. i know u love him, and i k now he loves you, but i think u need to see your friends. cuz u know that if somehting does happen between you two, u will have ur friends by ur side.
im sorry about whats going on. i want to see you!
and what i think, if he is allwed to see anyone, then say FUCK IT, i can see my people too! he is just worried and INSECURE that u will leave him, for someone else, and tahts why he isnt letting you see anyone. :o( im sorry.
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