i have a head ache. i need prayer. i'm sorta kinda in a round about way not really 'talking' to someone and i need to know if it is right with God.

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i wrote this in memory of my great grand father. he was once a holiness preacher. the poem is not completely accurate as far as in relation to his life, but it is still in memory of him. i am not sure if he died blood covered or not. i can only hope and wait until that day when we all shall bow ( Read more... )

What’s it called when my heart

Beats faster

At the mention of your name?

What’s that word that sums

Up all the butterflies

Fluttering around inside?

What says all I feel

In my heart

When you take my hand?

What do I use to describe

The emptiness you leave me with

When you go?

What is it that I sense

When you walk

Into the room?

What holds me ( Read more... )

Well...It's been a while. I've been going through some stuff lately that I am so tired of. I've been battling so many different things its not even funny. Everytime one fight is over,and I think I have the victory, it pops up again. I am so worn out and frustrated. My song was stolen. I've been ready to give up. Just lay everything down, walk away ( Read more... )

Not that anyone cares, but I just had a four hour conversation with Aaron from camp. He is so cool. He is extremely easy to talk to. He's fun to talk to, too. You know how you can talk to someone and not be that interested in what they are saying? Well, I used to be like that when he called, but now everythings fine. Maybe I've grown up more, maybe ( Read more... )

My tears fall

Hot on my skin

I fall to my knees
I’m broken

Again

I run to you

But you are gone

My way is dark

I’m lost

Alone

Still I wonder

Searching for your face

Looking anywhere

I’m confused

Misplaced

My spirit longs for you

Just one more touch

One more gift

It’s all I’m asking

Is that too much

As my feet stumble

Do you not see

That I’m so ( Read more... )

Deuteronomy 17:19 ( Read more... )

Joel 1:14 ( Read more... )

Wow. That is how I would describe convention. I was very blessed. It would be dangerous to say I had a favorite message. Every message was a word from God, and every word of God is precioius and valuable. I was encouraged and strengthened Thursday, challanged Friday morning, and convicted Friday night. Each message spoke to me on different levels ( Read more... )

Here are a few poems that I wrote last night. They aren't that great, but just thought I'd share them. Hope you like at least one. It is three days until Friday Night Convention! I am so excited! I cannot wait! I'll see ya'll later. God Bless!!

What beauty I behold

There in my Savior's eyes

What peace I hear

There in my Savior's voice

What ( Read more... )