a stroke and a heart attack on top of everything else... why?!

[4getmenot143]

you arent here for my to cry with. you arent here to tell me its gonna be okay. you arent here to be my best friend. you arent here.
all because we couldnt just grow up and walk away and now when things like whats happenning now happens i cant turn to you i cant seek comfort in you and that is better in the long run because we should never even try

Comments

[sherye]

Jori, I am sorry for everything you have been through, it is something no one should have to go to because it is true that life is too brief.
If that person isn't willing to be there for you in the end after the many wrong things they did, then there is something wrong, that is inhumane. Someone who is living their life too selfishly. Don't apologize for the things that are not your fault, you are a very strong willed person and I know this! That person should be mature enough to come to you and realize how much they have hurt you, at least they should have, I thought at our age people would right their wrongs by now.
I hope your mom feels better, forget about other things that are bothering you and be by her side, I think family is the only thing that will truly be there for you in the end. She is in my prayers.
I know it's hard, but cheer up jori :)
<3!

[4getmenot143]

thank you so much sherye i really appreciate it. im trying to learn to let things go because we cant take grudges with us when we pass so why hold onto them now? idk my mom has made me realize a lot of things this week..
thank you for your prayers i am so grateful!
<333