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[4kiuauitl]

last night ......during another pill binge i had one of the most blended state of mind in my life ,i felt broken down piece by piece and i was scared of being too human and not human enough , i realized emotions and life itself was just a continous chemical reaction synthesized within gray matter in various lobes of your brain ,it scared me to know

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[vtspeak]

Why be scared of yourself? Knowing yourself is the ultimate boost of self-confidence and pride, if you look at in in the right way. I think it's not knowing yourself that can be the problem, and causes people to become lost in their own lives.
VT

[tapdancinfreak2]

you dont scare me carlos! i just think you should take it down a notch w/ all this drug stuff. dude, you need to get an email address again...i miss emailing you :-( ok, byee! i heart you!