i fucking hate feeling like this, i need to be more of a man.

oh yeah, and im excited for this semester to begin, i think it will be a new page in my book. i also feel that some of these past pages can be re written. im going to work on that.

ah fuck it, who am i kidding.

have you ever wanted to stand up and walk away from the life that you are living? i am about there... im sick of this shit... and i am about to peace out...

Dear Journal ( Read more... )

i need to work harder at finding a new life... im pretty sick of this shit...

no matter where you go its the people you dont see that bring you home... which is deffinatly why i came home, well that and everyone else is moving home and doesnt want to live out there anymore. whatever. so on my 18 or so hour drive i had a fucking shit load of time to think (yes i know, pretty scary.) But ive decided i need to start crawling ( Read more... )

its been exactly two weeks... wow... everyday is a little easier...

hopefully some sweet shit will happen soon!

and i am a fucking crazy drunk... i appoligize for any and everything this past weekend at MSU... i was blacked out... im sorry to everyone...

“Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want ( Read more... )

fuel my fire... doubt me some more...

tryin to get my life together...its hard...

I've come to my senses,
That I've become senseless,
I could give you lessons on how to ruin your friendships,
Every last conviction, I smoked them all away,
I drank my frustrations down the drain, out of the way,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
Someone so tired of their routines and disappearing self-esteems,
I'll sing along,
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