If The Rain Must Fall

[4mrlyknownasloz]

It's almost 1AM here. I made myself a mint hot chocolate. We have a coffee machine so I frothed up some milk and was quite pleased with how it looked.

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[lailasonlj]

Hi, sorry you're feeling confused =( i get the same late at night, start thinking about everything, then your mind goes into overtime and thinks waaaay to much into everything! but sometimes it can be cool, sometimes i've made some of the decisions i'm happiest about when im in that frame of mind, sometimes the decisions i make in the same situation suck too lol but yeah its not always so bad! i'm feeling the same kind thing right now about travelling and seeing other people doing it and really wanting to be able to do it myself! but i feel that i wouldn't be able to go completely on my own. but i've been looking at some charities that do work/travel journeys which look really cool, i kinda like the idea of doing it with a group of people even if i dont know anyone at the start but just having a few people in the same boat feels like it would be an awesome experience! maybe you could try something like that before you go it alone? idk just a suggestion

[4mrlyknownasloz]

Yeah, doing it with a group of people is a good idea, but I don't have a group.. That would want to ha. It'd be cool if I even knew one other person though. I suppose also, you'd meet people and form new friendships etc. So, thats a good thing to, it could be really fun.

And yeah, it is normal feelings ha. Sometimes I think it's just me who feels this way, when it's obviously not, lol. It's just most, or at least a lot, of people push through those anxious feelings, where as I tend to stay with what I know, gah. So, thats one thing I can work on. And yes, a little cliched, ha, but all very true :)

Thanks for your reply, it was awesome :)

[bumbousdude25]

Haha I was wondering why your name looked like that. :P That sucks they don't allow for more spaces.

I could go on and on about this. I know exactly how you feel. :| Sometimes I think about the future, and what it holds, and where I'm going to go.

I'm going off to college next year, and just that alone is kind of stressing me out. Then, I start to think about what will happen after that: what job will I take, where am I going to live?

I want to have a job that's different from everyone else. I don't want some office job, pushing papers all day. I want something exciting, that I will enjoy doing.

I guess that's what you need, too. Step out of that comfort zone, think outside of the box. You might be surprised what you come up with. :)

[4mrlyknownasloz]

It does suck. I really hate having a '4' in my URL. ha. I look like an idiot! Ah well..

College would stress me out as well! What are you going to study? I'm still in that frame of mind as well, actually. Because I wanted to go to University this year to study Social Work, but I didn't do it. Sort of regretting it now. Because it's left me wondering even more about my future..

Something exciting for a job is good. You want to love (or, at least enjoy) what you do. Otherwise life would suck.

GoodLuck with college next year! And, thanks for your reply, it was also awesome ;)

[snarkycleverwit]

Hi little Ralphy, Sorry your hot chocolate got cold. :(
I love you and all you need is a bit of confidence and you can do anything you want to do! You've grown up soooo much since I've known you and you're doing great! Don't stop dreaming and don't stop believing =)

[4mrlyknownasloz]

Thanks Joseph :)

Now just to convince me that I can do anything I want to do, Ha! Nice to know others believe it though.

Love you x.