Saw the Mars Volta last night,

it was amazing, they played for three hours straight,

and smoking a blunt in the parking lot after wasn't bad either.

also last night i drove without a parent for the first time, no i dont have my license but fuck it.

What happens happens because i make it so
Nothing you can do in life can change your destiny

co nfl ic t of in ter es t: tw o si des to ev er y st or y

Tonight i walked out
of the backdoor, to the end of the pool and sat down
on the edge of the diving board and listened contently to the sounds of nature
and smoked a cigarette, quietly, so as not to disturb the stillness of the cool night
several minutes earlier i took the bag from my pocket and packed,
into my small and rugged chillum, a small ( Read more... )

When i need relief, i spell it THC
Perhaps you may know vaguely what I mean
I sit back and smoke away huge chunks of memory
As I slowly inflict upon myself a full lobotomy-call it

pointless

Ain't nothing wrong,
Ain't nothing right,

and still i sit and lie awake all night

i have no motivation. for life, for love, for friendships, for hate, for sadness, for desire, for needs or wants, fuck it all.

i almost cried a moment ago, almost.  i read rachaels post of ( Read more... )

Stranded in heaven
in
four walls and a big screen television
like a
homeless neanderthal
i trip and i stumble
i'm in a five day elipsis
ect. ect.
ect. ect.
Im an actrobatical romantical
I flip flounder flourish and fall
all
at the same time...
grapefruit tabernackle
kaiser miser pudding riser
ship shape sham-dangle
rangle mangle candle-handle
ipso ( Read more... )

ok, here's what it is ( Read more... )

well it's valentines day...so i guess ...happy valentines

see, the thing is, i dont really do carefree ( Read more... )