conceptual physics...for some reason the harder i think about what the words mean the less i can seem to wrap my head around the idea.

tonight I'm a rock and roll star.

right side brainwaves send mytic chemical emittance to left side fingers, willing me to create
 visions of imortality and half-cocked concoctions leak out of my entangled mind
and the product of this, my struggle with the preception of my mindseye
 what words allow me to express is too fragile for-
a pure radiation of conciousness, to describe the ( Read more... )

sel dom    can words convince
most lack ryhthem and hence
most get stuck on the fence
half way  from  'it's been done' 
and precisional dents
which collide straight through
backgrounds and blues
straight pass hemispheres of what you thought you know
to what you now know is true

few thoughts have minds
of their own        given to ( Read more... )

Darling -I think I'd like to use ( Read more... )

I'm still alive

cancerous cell (cell as in terrorist cell) I should use that phrase for something some day... not today

when i'm alone and tired
when the sky swallows the skyline, when I look out my window over the landscape, peer into the void         unto nothing, introspect for a moment then turn away

move through calendar linear unconcious crowded hallways full of familiar strangers
solo flight, end goal always in mind: 33min, 42 sec untill classend, 5 more ( Read more... )

I saw the original godzilla last night -classic.
I loved how fake the special effects were, it really added to the movie.
I have to pass a drug test before i can get my permit, it's going to be a boring month...

ANTi-DEpPREsaNTs ARE IN FULL-MOTHERFUCKING-EFFECT
              and i'm still depressed.
       man when repressed reality breaks through, it hits hard; that i only smoke weed cause if
       i didn't have weed then no one would have a reason to hang out with me.

I have no friends, melodramatic but true
          I am unhappy, ( Read more... )