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kichisama October 25 2010, 17:21:25 UTC
Oh god, I don't know what to say. I love you and I miss you and I know we've never met, but I truly do care for you and to think that you've been so miserable this whole time makes me so sad ( ... )

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darker_she_said October 29 2010, 00:14:41 UTC
I read this several times. After the third time, I felt like I was reading my own journal, and I cried.

I cannot tell you how much I feel for you, how much I hurt for you, and how much I wish I could take this from you. Sincerely. I want to be there to squeeze you and tell you it's okay and you're not alone and that those are not just words.

It's easy to feel alone. When you're down - really down, farther down than the average person ever goes - the hole seems impossible to get out of, I know, but it isn't. Right now, what you have done, will bring you up. And I am not saying this lightly. The people who know you and care, who understand, who have been there -even the ones who don't know you well- will find a rope and a flashlight, and they'll haul you up. I promise . It might be slow and it'll be work, lots of work, but you will get up.

I am home all day and all night - I have a fear of leaving my house - so if you want to call every day just to have someone to talk to you can. I won't let you be alone in this.

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