so...all day saturday I played star wars battlefront II and conqured the galaxy a couple times...then later on...about 12:30, I started playing my other game...its been a while...and played till about 6:30...then I went to sleep...started playing it again this afternoon...its quite fun...this is what happens when just about everyone I know goes out ( Read more... )

I'm feeling much better today. thank goodness. I went to a show last night...it was very diverse...I liked it a lot. the old singer from zebrahead's new band played...they were pretty good....I remember when the super villains played with zebrahead...haha, that was fun. I had a good night last night. so that was good ( Read more... )

the other night was horrible...I'm still depressed about it...and the fact that I'm still not handling things well is making me even more depressed....I thought I could do it, erased all the pictures I had kept for so long...then, a spark of hope that sets everything on fire....sigh....when does it end? I just want to go to sleep and wake up having ( Read more... )

yesterday we wrote a new song...its really cool...then I forgot that all my friends were going bowling...then justin called me and I just ended up doing nothing...we went to harmons and I saw a bunch of my friends cars and remember what they were doing...I miss hanging out with all those guys consistanly...I'm just kinda spread thin these days...I ( Read more... )

things with my band are starting to get going, and I'm really liking it. its making me excited about life again. I haven't been excited about life for a while...so its quite nice. I woke up yesterday feeling really good. I even made myself chicken alfredo...the most time I've spent making myself food since I moved out. but I like it, its good to be ( Read more... )

Note to Self: never fall for anyone ever again. you now know why, you jackass. or just do yourself a favor and don't do things that will fuck you later on. -a lesson well learned ( Read more... )

haha...I have oingo boingo stuck in my head...

thank you for your rejection. I needed it. choices=consequences. last time I'll ever make that mistake. fuck you mitch!

the end.

yesterday was a good day. I put in 11 and a half hours at work...wanted to work longer, but my boss made me go home...it was great, I don't know what happened to trigger it, but I started feeling like myself again...I felt like myself for a really long time...almost a year...I guess I just got used to how I was feeling...but its nice, suddenly I'm ( Read more... )

and so it is, just like you said it would be ( Read more... )

hello old friend...just doing some laundry...good news though, I get to go see the eagles on wednesday!! and I get to go to the beach ( Read more... )