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dim
i dont think you understand how much it really meant. i just want to know why you would say something like that to me and then give it all to someone else. thats what im not truly over.
these are all just letters scrambled together but i hope it bleeds through to you.
love, cj -
the secret to immortality (obsession)
im sorry that i still think you're as cute as the first day i saw you. i swear im so over it now. i know this is all its supposed to be. its okay.
i wanted to tell you everything at some point, thats why i wrote about it. im thinking of scraping all of it. whats the point of writing more about the same thing?
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happily never after
im sorry im thinking like how i was back in september. i said i missed it, and now that it seems to be back, i realized how foolish my thoughts were. im so stupid, and im so sorry. i dont know why i thought this could ever happen. but im content with it now, maybe this is all its ever supposed to be? -
how much a dollar cost?
even if you dont like rap please listen to how much a dollar cost by kendrick lamar. perferably read the lyrics or watch a lyric video so you can fully understand what hes saying because the story is kind of complex. i love kendrick!! hes such a good story teller, especially in all his albums ( Read more... ) -
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ill miss you tiktok D ( Read more... ) -
grow
if the grounds were barren, and the rain was trapped in the clouds above, tell me, would you grow for me? without my carbon dioxide in every exhale, and each ray of sunshine gone, would you still be drawn out the dirt? -
tampa sucks
why can nobody in tampa drive. hold on ill post this after i get photos over the bridge. its night time and it looks superr cool cuz you can see all the city lights. also green day is playing!
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vending machines and hot winters
on my third break. i 100% know i am not working for an electric company in my life.. this sucks. been helping with wires all day. feeding some internet cable through the entire warehouse? like even the offices... but at least im getting paid. drinking mtn dew rn. my jeans are so dirty oml. i have the sleeves of my flannel rolled up like some ( Read more... ) -
buckley my goat
you'll thank me for this
dream brother live version
https://youtu.be/3fs9hRUTOnU?t=124&si=fnfNLnxHamjSkkHg
i want somebody badly studio version
https://youtu.be/5sIU3l-U-3g?si=vpqNI2ueKAklwWqA -
35,000
boutonnieres caught between teeth,
bound together with a (windsor) knot.
the white is stained ruby, felo de se.
creased but delicate, a veil drapes over dainty breaths.
gagged with lacey frills,
feminized beverly hills.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hillside_Stranglerbloodshot eyes and a bloody disguise ( Read more... )