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[4yourlungsonly_]

I've been thinking too much tonight, unfortunately. I'm really just tired of going on telling myself that I hate you, when really, I know I don't. I have just been telling myself and everyone else that I can't stand you and that it really doesn't bother me that we haven't talked in 4 days..when really, I am so bothered. I wish you would call, I

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[muchgothlove]

ant you and i both know that you deserve better than some little immature boy who doesn't have the decency to stay friends with a girl he said he loved. but we also know that him not being good enough for you means absolutely nothing.
he made you happy and that's all anyone ever really wants.
this may all pass. or it could keep festering until neither one of you even wants to hear the other's name. who knows?
point being: if he really ever loved you, he'll try to at least be friends with you again. he'll try to talk to you.
i would tell you"stop thinking ant!" but i know that you can't. you won't. there's no way you ever could.
i swear to god, it'll be ok. just gotta give yourself time to heal.