(no subject)
...most of which will never be read.
jl - i sometimes really miss you, but then i remember that neither of us are the same people anymore. things will never be the same as they were. its a shame we can't get on, especially seeing as we have dna walking around this planet.
cs - i really miss our girls nights. i miss having someone to drink wine with. i hate that i was replaced and i hate more that you moved 2,000 miles away.
eg - i want to lay on your couch with my head on your leg, drink beer and watch cowboy bebop. being an adult is shit.
nb - i sometimes miss you as well and sometimes i really want to talk with you again. i wish you knew that i was a different person.
d(r)s - i wonder what happened to you. i was avoiding traffic the other day and ended up driving past where you used to live (maybe still do, i don't know). i remember something you said to me once and i remember my reaction. i hate myself at that moment in time.
js - i miss being silly with you. i wish you were still around to be silly with.
bb - i was watching august rush yesterday and i was reminded of you. i miss your beauty and oddness. your arrogance was both turn on and a turn off. i'm sorry you (seemingly) felt the need to distance yourself from me.