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[561937]

i have been realizing i don't really talk about anything anymore. not just here, in general. my mind is constantly swirling with thoughts and ideas. sometimes i just sit and marvel at all life is. i lose myself in the future that is happening. so when i return, i am at a loss. i am so constantly exhausted from work, or school, or just lack of

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[mordant_faction]

It's crazy that we've known each other for over a year now. Over a year! Where did that time go?! Makes things seem...I don't know...lost? Time is moving too quickly for my taste.

I was listening to NPR last night on my way to the grocery store, and someone was interviewing troubled teens. Part of the sound they used was from a basketball game. The buzzer went off, and it was exactly like the one we used during OUR basketball games. I was instantly taken back to middle school. It was so bizzare, as if real life from back then were flooding in and I was drowning in thought and emotions I had all those years ago.

Experience. It's a weird thing.

Nostalgia too.

[561937]

Agreed. It's sounds so cliche to say it, but literally everything that happens in a given day creates some facsimile of deja vu for other memories. Days can drag on, but the weeks still go by so quickly, maybe it's the adulthood kicking in, and when one is so constantly busy with work and school and the like, all the excitement created in those "time to yourself" moments drains away. I find myself living three lives: past, present and future. I have lost the ability to have one thought, that is, without having two more dealing with what has happened with the thought and what will/could happen with it.
Life. It's a weird thing.

[mordant_faction]

Agreed also!

[561937]

Double agreement it is then!