023. Tears Yesung/Siwon
Title: Tears
Pairing: Yesung/Siwon
Rating:PG-13?
Disclaimer: Don't own them.
A/N: Yeah...Not too confident about this one...
023. Tears Yesung/Siwon
Life is strange, he mused.
Especially when you just so happen to live with thirteen other men.
He knew he hadn’t liked men when he’d just got into the group, he knew it. But somehow that had managed to change over the year or two that he’d been here… Or maybe…Maybe he just thought he was gay… After all, you can’t be gay if you only find one male attractive….Right? That was about how his thought process had gone in the beginning when he’d just discovered his odd and disturbing feelings toward his band mate.
Now however, he didn’t particularly have ‘thoughts’ about his discovery. He’d long since come to terms with it and had accepted it for what it was: an unfortunate reaction to living with and spending too much time with thirteen men.
Yesung had accepted his feelings for Siwon….he just had no idea what to do about them…
“Hey hyung! What’s going on?” Ah, speak of the devil and he shall appear… Not that Siwon could ever be compared to the devil, sweet, caring, and lovable as he is. He almost stiffened when he felt a pair of arms wrap around him from behind. Almost. But he didn’t because he knew that it was Siwon and he’d long since abandoned the idea of trying to reject Siwon’s touchy-feely impulses.
That’d be like him rejecting coffee and the wonderful caffeine it contained within it.
Blasphemy.
“Not much other than it’s my day off, you got anything going on?” He reached down and picked up his mug of coffee of the table and took a long, slow sip; the rich flavor calming his nerves that were slightly shaken due to Siwon’s close proximity. He sighed in enjoyment, coffee in hand and Siwon close couldn’t get much better could it?
“I’ve got one errand to run, but after that I’m free.” The younger man mumbled against his neck making him involuntarily shiver.
Yesung turned to look at Siwon, when a commotion sounded in the hallway. He pivoted to look in the general direction of the noise.
“No! Go away, Kangin!” Eeteuk ran into his room tears pouring down his face. Kangin closely followed him and when the door was slammed in his face his distraught expression became despair and there were tears sparkling in his eyes, but he refused to let them fall.
He slid down the door and sat in front of it head in his hands, “I didn’t mean it, Teukie. I didn’t I swear. I’m sorry. So sorry…” He whimpered shoulders shaking with the effort it took to not let the tears fall. After a good while, knowing he’d upset the eldest far to much for him to come out anytime soon and even if he did the elder wouldn’t be able to look at him without tears appearing, he got up and with a final desolate look at Eeteuk’s door he slowly shambled to his room.
They looked at each other, faces holding almost identical looks of confusion and shock.
“What was that about?” Siwon wondered aloud.
“No idea…” Yesung was more than slightly concerned but refused to let it show.
Siwon shrugged, knowing he’d find out later and moved around to sit on the couch next to Yesung and snuggle. He’d liked the elder man for some time now, but was unsure of how his hyung felt about him in return. Normally the fact that he didn’t reject affection from him would be a major tip off, but Yesung was obsessed with skinship, kinda like he himself was….
“You’re more snuggly than usual, anything wrong?” Siwon’s inner monologue froze in its tracks. Well…how to deal with this new development….
He shrugged his shoulders and moved a little closer. “Just thinking. Do I need a reason to cuddle with you now?”
The older singer almost blanched at the thought of not being close to Siwon without a reason and shook his head to negate that horrible thought, “No you don’t. You definitely don’t.”
Siwon smiled and his touchy-feely instincts took over, he leaned his head down and brushed a kiss against Yesung’s cheek then slanted his head a little more and brushed a lingering kiss against his hyung’s neck. Judging by the almost silent intake of breath he let out the other had enjoyed it, so he did it again with a little more force and brushed his tongue out to lightly taste the other’s neck.
Yesung’s mind was hazy at best and faintly confused as to how they’d gone from hugging and talking to…this. ‘Not that I mind’ He thought as Siwon’s teeth lightly scrapped against his collarbone.
Siwon smirked as Yesung’s head tipped to allow him access to his neck, ‘If that’s not a clue then I’ll be damned’ He thought then kissed his pulse and flicked his tongue against it.
Yesung paused, and considered the position they were in; despite Siwon’s touchy-feely nature this was a bit much for even him. He thusly concluded that this meant that the younger did indeed have feelings for him and turned so that he could nip at the tip of his ear.
He brought his hand up and cupped Siwon’s check and tilted his head so he could whisper into his ear, “I take it this means you like me too?”
Siwon almost panicked, but then ‘like me too’ registered and he smiled his dimpled smile and nodded.
Pairing: Yesung/Siwon
Rating:PG-13?
Disclaimer: Don't own them.
A/N: Yeah...Not too confident about this one...
023. Tears Yesung/Siwon
Life is strange, he mused.
Especially when you just so happen to live with thirteen other men.
He knew he hadn’t liked men when he’d just got into the group, he knew it. But somehow that had managed to change over the year or two that he’d been here… Or maybe…Maybe he just thought he was gay… After all, you can’t be gay if you only find one male attractive….Right? That was about how his thought process had gone in the beginning when he’d just discovered his odd and disturbing feelings toward his band mate.
Now however, he didn’t particularly have ‘thoughts’ about his discovery. He’d long since come to terms with it and had accepted it for what it was: an unfortunate reaction to living with and spending too much time with thirteen men.
Yesung had accepted his feelings for Siwon….he just had no idea what to do about them…
“Hey hyung! What’s going on?” Ah, speak of the devil and he shall appear… Not that Siwon could ever be compared to the devil, sweet, caring, and lovable as he is. He almost stiffened when he felt a pair of arms wrap around him from behind. Almost. But he didn’t because he knew that it was Siwon and he’d long since abandoned the idea of trying to reject Siwon’s touchy-feely impulses.
That’d be like him rejecting coffee and the wonderful caffeine it contained within it.
Blasphemy.
“Not much other than it’s my day off, you got anything going on?” He reached down and picked up his mug of coffee of the table and took a long, slow sip; the rich flavor calming his nerves that were slightly shaken due to Siwon’s close proximity. He sighed in enjoyment, coffee in hand and Siwon close couldn’t get much better could it?
“I’ve got one errand to run, but after that I’m free.” The younger man mumbled against his neck making him involuntarily shiver.
Yesung turned to look at Siwon, when a commotion sounded in the hallway. He pivoted to look in the general direction of the noise.
“No! Go away, Kangin!” Eeteuk ran into his room tears pouring down his face. Kangin closely followed him and when the door was slammed in his face his distraught expression became despair and there were tears sparkling in his eyes, but he refused to let them fall.
He slid down the door and sat in front of it head in his hands, “I didn’t mean it, Teukie. I didn’t I swear. I’m sorry. So sorry…” He whimpered shoulders shaking with the effort it took to not let the tears fall. After a good while, knowing he’d upset the eldest far to much for him to come out anytime soon and even if he did the elder wouldn’t be able to look at him without tears appearing, he got up and with a final desolate look at Eeteuk’s door he slowly shambled to his room.
They looked at each other, faces holding almost identical looks of confusion and shock.
“What was that about?” Siwon wondered aloud.
“No idea…” Yesung was more than slightly concerned but refused to let it show.
Siwon shrugged, knowing he’d find out later and moved around to sit on the couch next to Yesung and snuggle. He’d liked the elder man for some time now, but was unsure of how his hyung felt about him in return. Normally the fact that he didn’t reject affection from him would be a major tip off, but Yesung was obsessed with skinship, kinda like he himself was….
“You’re more snuggly than usual, anything wrong?” Siwon’s inner monologue froze in its tracks. Well…how to deal with this new development….
He shrugged his shoulders and moved a little closer. “Just thinking. Do I need a reason to cuddle with you now?”
The older singer almost blanched at the thought of not being close to Siwon without a reason and shook his head to negate that horrible thought, “No you don’t. You definitely don’t.”
Siwon smiled and his touchy-feely instincts took over, he leaned his head down and brushed a kiss against Yesung’s cheek then slanted his head a little more and brushed a lingering kiss against his hyung’s neck. Judging by the almost silent intake of breath he let out the other had enjoyed it, so he did it again with a little more force and brushed his tongue out to lightly taste the other’s neck.
Yesung’s mind was hazy at best and faintly confused as to how they’d gone from hugging and talking to…this. ‘Not that I mind’ He thought as Siwon’s teeth lightly scrapped against his collarbone.
Siwon smirked as Yesung’s head tipped to allow him access to his neck, ‘If that’s not a clue then I’ll be damned’ He thought then kissed his pulse and flicked his tongue against it.
Yesung paused, and considered the position they were in; despite Siwon’s touchy-feely nature this was a bit much for even him. He thusly concluded that this meant that the younger did indeed have feelings for him and turned so that he could nip at the tip of his ear.
He brought his hand up and cupped Siwon’s check and tilted his head so he could whisper into his ear, “I take it this means you like me too?”
Siwon almost panicked, but then ‘like me too’ registered and he smiled his dimpled smile and nodded.