an end
transitions are a funny thing... you are not part of what just ended yet neither are you part of what is just beginning...
my program just finished last week, with a bang, i might add, because all the year's efforts and accomplishments all culminated in the final project presentations and graduation... it's a really great feeling to see how far you've come from just one year ago... and then the next day, it's all over, we all go out separate ways, and me? i'm still seeking my next step, the beginning of my next job... what will it be?
not in a sane state of mind at the moment, need to find a job, find a place to live, find some kind of place of peace to move forward from... i want a place to call home that i can come home from work to and be comfortable and not worry about curfews and relatives worrying about my every move... i want to start my next job and start to settle in and get working... i'm too impatient, too uneasy, too unbalanced in this state of transition where i'm nowhere near knowing what i'm transitioning to... sigh
i'm not unhappy, i just hate being stagnant and not moving forward... i have a feeling when it all comes together, everything will happen very fast
so yeah, if you're wondering where i've gone -- i'm back! now is the best time to find me since my program is over and i'm not working right now, so my days are all job hunting and house hunting and sleeping before midnight, such an odd feeling! so before it all ends, find me! i know i need to catch up with everyone, too ^_^
my program just finished last week, with a bang, i might add, because all the year's efforts and accomplishments all culminated in the final project presentations and graduation... it's a really great feeling to see how far you've come from just one year ago... and then the next day, it's all over, we all go out separate ways, and me? i'm still seeking my next step, the beginning of my next job... what will it be?
not in a sane state of mind at the moment, need to find a job, find a place to live, find some kind of place of peace to move forward from... i want a place to call home that i can come home from work to and be comfortable and not worry about curfews and relatives worrying about my every move... i want to start my next job and start to settle in and get working... i'm too impatient, too uneasy, too unbalanced in this state of transition where i'm nowhere near knowing what i'm transitioning to... sigh
i'm not unhappy, i just hate being stagnant and not moving forward... i have a feeling when it all comes together, everything will happen very fast
so yeah, if you're wondering where i've gone -- i'm back! now is the best time to find me since my program is over and i'm not working right now, so my days are all job hunting and house hunting and sleeping before midnight, such an odd feeling! so before it all ends, find me! i know i need to catch up with everyone, too ^_^