and this Dire rain.
is all to help me through you.

John Murphy is a savior in my ears.
and an escape for my mind.

really changing.
fantastic.

what the fuck.

i got new ink.
that helped.
getting more.
this helps.
shop apprenticeship looks almost solid now.
that helps.

still.
not.
happy.

what the fuck is missing?

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purify the feeling of savagery with the heat of the sun ( Read more... )

....hehe. Really?
Wendy House Fly(8:46:49 PM): I want to eat a watermelon with you.. then spit out the seeds in a pretty pond..

:P

....what's with old friends.....
....becoming strangers?

...i know i'm partially guilty of this...
.....but what the fuck...
why do we always do that?

....i am not pleased.
with how much I'm interested in you.
i wish it wasn't so obvious to me.
i want to go back to idle.
and not fucking feel it.
want to not feel my mouth start smiling when I see you.
.fuck.
.my.
.luck.

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i overheard a transient outside my job today talking about surviving unusual odds, and how people can endure alot, without giving into fading out ( Read more... )

all i'm seeing through my eyes are bridges, don't cross, just be placed upon.
all i feel is wind, and mist.
all i smell is sea and salty air.
all i want is to let go.

could it feel that way, really?

4.30 to 3.30am.

tired.

it's these long nights that i miss it.
more and more.

ageless.

I love this song.
sleep should be coming soon, even it it's stay is shortlived.
it will be appreciated.