this might be a cry for help.

[5th_st_blues]

i'm really not sure what to think right now. this morning i was fine, but as the day progessed i started feeling more and more anxious and depressed. its weird when you feel so out of it and lonely and the weight is so big you cant help but slouch your shoulders and tilt your head. sort of like the gravity is stronger. i dunno. it all culminated

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[humperdido]

ok, this has very little to do with your post but...
I don't know what your summer plans are but I really want to go somewhere that I haven't been. Anywhere. I am thinking it would be fun to go off to Kentucky and see Kodan Armada play, I know we don't hang out too much but if you would wanna come and we could get some people to go along I think it would be awesome.

[tremblingsigh]

hey, hi.

(did you know that we could hang out once you get to college?)

[5th_st_blues]

i am totally in for this. although i am still definitely taking at least a semester/year off to gather myself. i am a mess and a half right now.

[5th_st_blues]

PS: thank you for offering.

[5th_st_blues]

and i mean this in the most non-mean, sincere way. like seriously thank you.

cut and paste this in your yearbook. i'll sign it.

[kkapixie]

kelly, i love you. i always have since like 7th grade when i saw you sitting in the drama room. but i've been so intimidated by your presence that i never even tried to be friends with you. i don't mean love in some creepy stalkerish i want to love you and marry you and have your children. love like... respect. you represent everything i wish i could be, am inside, and in someways am period. i have the similar feeling of desire to get away, but still missing people already. which is hard since my best friend swears she's not going to miss anyone. but i do love you. personally i think you are the most likely to be famous. you're an amazing person with so much potential. potential sounds so played out in this day and age. don't give up man. i love you and would adore hanging out with you, at least i think we would seeing as though we've never done it before. and i'll be here at uncc if you ever decide you miss the old town.
kisses

Re: cut and paste this in your yearbook. i'll sign it.

[5th_st_blues]

i am glad that i am not the only way that is troubled by this whole moving on thing. this makes me feel a good bit better. thanks.

[xforthebestx]

i don't really remember anyone from high school, and that was like a year ago. nc state will be bodacious, you will have a good time here. get awesome.

[joe_cockblock]

this is only temporary. you won't care in a month or so. i went through the exact same thing. you'll make new friends.

wait, shit....im a bad example.

<3