The other night I had a disturbing erotic dream. 
A man, lean with shorter hair came to me in a bed that I didn't know. It was like he just appeared and suddenly I was facing the oak head board of this strange bed. He leaned over me and whispered something like: "If I can give pain what makes you think I can't take it away?" Then he ran his fingers ( Read more... )

 I think I'm going to make a new live journal. One seperate for the erotic shit that most of you don't want to read. I don't like censoring myself and that's what I'm doing so I'll make two seperate ones. If anybody is interested they can contact me and I'll tell them which journal it is. I just don't think everybody wants to stumble upon it (yeah ( Read more... )

I think people put too much stock into titles and categories. Par example: being gay, bi, alcoholic, punk, gangster and other nouns such as these. It's ridiculous. Why bother with them at all. Maybe throw it in there as an adjective every now and then but, honestly, it reminds me of how teachers didn't want students to use the dead verbs and all ( Read more... )

Seems a shame to write and feel this after such a wonderful party but sometimes you just can't control these things.

These are the events that led me to no longer trust anybody except the three people on my planet. Alissa, Josh and myself. Everyone else is in the rings. Nothing personal.

In December, I was experiencing various symptoms. I'd feel ( Read more... )

The naked sushi night went fabulously. It's amazing how people act when you put on classy music and they're all dressed up. I was asked to dance so many times, people looked and were amazing. Haha, and I never needed to worry about getting a light, especially after my set.

It went suprisingly great. I can't wait for future parties we throw.

I'm going out with Thomas tonight. It'll be nice to have an excuse to silence my cell phone. I need the break from the usual crowd. We're seeing an Italian film and we all know how much I love Italians ( Read more... )

I'm always so half in half out. I think some people have been trying to persue a more meaningful friendship with me but I step back. Can anyone blame me? Rhetorical question. Of course not ( Read more... )

Get me out of here...............

The weddings going to be on Agust 15th of 2008. A friday. we're excited

The woman (her name is Lydia according to her sign off) next to me at the moment is writing the most romantic, erotic e-mail I've seen in a long time. Yes, I'm doing the nosey spying thing (and I always hate it when others do it to me). I just caught a few words and I instantly wished I could read it. She seems in her fourties and I wonder if there ( Read more... )