well haven't things just started to look up over here.
soo, not moving after all. yea yea yea... the story is even longer than the one explaining why i was going to move. hah...
things with justin are going quite well, if i do say so myself.
i just have one thing to say to
someone: I had so much fun the other night it made me remember what i had forgotten and that is how much i love being around you. i'm sorry it had to work out like this, but i know you're always going to be supportive of me. i just don't want you to think anything that isn't true. just know that it wasn't meant to happen like this and i'm sorry that it all turned out this way. if i could choose anyone to take the place, though, it'd be you... for sure. :) thanks for being such a good friend. :) i just wish things were different, and we could actually hang out without it having to be just a couple of us... i wish we didn't have to walk on eggshells and keep things all secretive. i understand, though. i'm just glad you're here for me. :)
things are looking up. :)