i dont even kno why i still have this thing. i never feel like updatin and when i do there is too much to say from everything that ive done that its discouraging when i cant think of it all and cant explain in detail b/c its too much work. yea your tellin me. basically i hate school. its har. but im doin ok....not. have to worked in a while. too ( Read more... )

this hurricane is a shit starter.

its crazy. life itself. school starts soon. aint that some shit. it makes me upset. worked my ass off this whole summr. thats all i did was work work work. especially in the end. had some fun times w/ friends tho. and some fun times at work. like pepe and the manicans. haha. stressed from the drama at work tho, and the fact that i put off my AP ( Read more... )

i cant fuckin handle people. i honestly have problems with dealin with situations that piss me off. i made a slight lie that my moms knows about. she knows the truth and the lie i want people to know. she accidentally told someone the truth and that got me mad but i brushed it off and was like will you just stick with the lie. so here i am talkin ( Read more... )

i love my sam and i agree we have wonderful convos. theres no bullshit. well i mean we say stupid bullshit but we dont beat around the bush. yes.

this summer has been pretty good...it started out with me goin out quite a bit and havin fun with friends, then my cousin came down from n.carolina and i love her to death and we had fun but we didnt do shit. now im gonna be workin A LOT this week and what not but hey its money. i failed my drivers license test which sucks!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously i ( Read more... )

i am so fucking annoyed. i will never have a fucking car. my parents arent saving their money for the car that they are supposed to be helping me buy. i fuckign cant stand this shit. i did my part i have the money for my car. i did my part. kiss my fucking ass. i want my fucking car. im so fucking aggravated. they arent even trying to look for one ( Read more... )

raun is a crazy hoe. hahahahaha love ya. and sam i love ya 2. but raun im entertaining you w/ my journal right? so i broke up w/ aj. im happy about this. talkin to a couple of kids. who knows what will happen. my cousin caitlin is down. we are havin fun. i dont like typin this shit. b/c i dont luis's house was fun. swimmin at 2 or 3 or whatver time ( Read more... )

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nothin new is really goin on. i saw aj for the 1t time since dec.on mon. this week. he came over. we kissed. but i now kno i dont wanna go back out w/ him. brad (last name?) is who im interested in but we barely ever see eachother in school. im workin on it. ive been workin hard in school and everythin. this weekend im gonna be in pompano for sams ( Read more... )