2009

[69sofine]

happy new year. i had some resolutions like every year, but i lost them and i don't feel like rethinking them up again right now. i mostly just came to whine about how much my life sucks right now. i had a good new year's eve, though. we went to sassafras. it was balls cold, but i found $40 on the floor and bought some drugs (MDMA to be exact) and

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[uwue]

Do you have no transportation at all?

[69sofine]

bicycle! my car still has a flat, but it runs and everything.

[sarabella]

I can relate, somewhat... i am looking for a new place because my boyfriend and I are fighting all the time now... I think I've run us into the ground by being depressed from him being busy all the time; which makes me hate myself for feeling that way, and of course, he doesn't want to be around someone who is so turbulent; and somehow, the solution is me moving out, and learning to live by myself, which I think will depress me even more. I can barely afford to move out and I don't even have a car, so how will I get to my job? Etc...

I think it will suck balls, and most of my friends don't even have a clue about what is going on in my life, because I hide it all from everybody. It sucks because my life as I know it feels like it is falling apart... and I know that time is the only thing that can heal it. And I can't wait for time to start passing so I can get over it. But, whatever.
Anyway, you are not alone. Sorry for the rant, but I am going crazy (if you can' tell). GOOD LUCK.

[childings]

You are living in a rather expensive part of downtown. I know it's close to everything but that's why the rent is high, so there's no other alternative except to room with a bunch of people. Even the place I live in is expensive ($1000/month) but I suspect that's mostly due to roommate's bad credit leaving us with few alternatives. If I wasn't married I'd live with you, my lease is up and my roommates (well, really only one of them) are annoying me as well, but Antony wants to stay here.

Also I wanted an excuse to post this:
http://home.wildit.net.au/hellohelloben/mystery.html

[beccafool]

Hopefully I can find a job and save the day.
I'd love to share your bedroom with you.

[eatingmuppets]

i love you