Fucking

I Dont Want Him To GO!

Sunday is comming so fast :] 
i cant wait, i havent been so excited to see someone as i am right now.
mhm, 3 days, :] !
imisshim.

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this kid.

seriously, what more does he want from me.
i gave him what he wanted, and what i didnt.
i never thought about anyone else, nobody.
and its like that wasn't good enough, 
that i wasn't good enough. he needed more ,
more more more more more more.

and you know, i starting thinking, does he really
even care anymore. does he tell me he still likes
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So , seems as if the
start of my summers pretty gay.

sat home tonight.
did nothing.
that will change this weekend
chillin at nikkis
with my niqqa fabiolaa

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you know this weekend, was great.
i did everything i could of possibly wanted to.

its like the one thing that i couldnt ever
everever picture myself doing, i did.
Why ? i dont know, i'll never have an 
answer to that. im so stupid.
but he did it too , that still doesnt 
make it goood, oh no , it doesnt.
im gunna miss you baby.
i hope you'll give me another ( Read more... )

i am such a fuck-up.

And its like,
When i have everything that i want, 
no , thats not good enough, i need more.
MORE MORE MORE FUCKIGN MORE !

Thats My Boyyyyyyyyyyy.


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 & as bad as i wanted you,
& as bad as i tried,

i got you and i finnaly relized
that being wiht you ,
yes its great,
but if a relationship
is supposed to be about love,
how come i dont feel it there?
and how come we dont really
show it ?

this feeling i get when i think about you,
its not like everyone else.

this feeling i get when i talk about you,
its like nothing else.
that feeling i get ,when other girls
flirt with you , its like noone else.
that feeling i had , when i was with you
it was unlike anyone else.
this feeling i have when i see your face,
is like nothing else.
that feeling i ( Read more... )