this is for you

[6untitled9]

i reached over and hit the off button for my alarm and out popped these words:
"happy birthday mom."
they were the first words out of my mouth this morning.
i was thinking about it last night.
morbid?
oh well.

i miss her.

Like the wind cradles falling feathers,
                                      She comforted and carried the Lost

- only more

Comments

[ibeasian]

I don't think that posted..odd

but it twas this

<3 <-------

[6untitled9]

thanks helen!
thanks a bunch

[onehotpuhtaiter]

What can I do to make you feel loved? You are. If you need anything, i'll be more than happy to drive over there and hold your hand. Just ask.

[6untitled9]

I'm ok for now. I just need some icecream, which I have, and I just went running(a bit backwards eh?) and so I'll be ok for tonight.

Its just it gets to me sometimes that shes really not coming back, ya know? Its harder than I thought it would be and not many people know, but I try not to show how much it hurts...
Thanks for the love. I hope you know this goes both ways, if you ever need me just call.

[onehotpuhtaiter]

I do know that, and i just might take you up on it one day soon.

[6untitled9]

great. i wait with abaited breath... ok not really, but i would love to hang out and chat anytime...
Love

[6untitled9]

thanks mallory. love you bunches!

[whomakes_u_feel]

don't ever forget that a lot of people love you....
including me

[6untitled9]

you're such a sweetie. dont ever change.
thanks for the reminder.
Love