it has been a long ass time since ive wrote in this gone through alot but im better now today would have been 2 years with jeff but im not letting that bug me i have no reason to yea i still care bout the fucker but its hard to still love some one when they are with some one else they say they love and still cheat on but that one has stoped becasue ( Read more... )

so yea  im not with tjj and im not with greg anymore il single but mainly because i like brandon alot plus i lost my job and with school and bowling i dont really have much time it sucks i have been at megans fro a week now but my dad said i needed to come home to night dont really want to but nothing i can do plus i got mail from cali. so i want ( Read more... )

well there has been a change im not with tj as of yesterday i just had to do what was right for me i feel bad i really do but i gotta  he made me feel sooooo bad  but i dont know  i just dont want him to hate me  but i think he is pretty mad  i dont know i just wish he could know how sorry i am

well im home back from nj i had fun bat at the same time i didnt im glad to be home tho i just had my hair done i love it its short red and i have bangs its diffrent  for me anyway i was on here the other day and i looked at jeffs old one and it got me really bad i was cry and couldnt help it and i hate that it gets to me i wish i couldnt change it ( Read more... )

well im in new jersey  kinda bored right now waiting for tj to wake up i miss him  i cant wait to go to the shore and the board walk and go to dinos nummy but i also cant wait to go home  well i dont have anything new to say

since the last time ive been alot better i have fallen in love with tj  and im so happy  im glad were together  ive glad to be friends with jeff  and thats all i want to be  yea i still get upset but its less and less im going to new jersey with his mom and sisters  im 17 now but dont feel any diffrent  didnt think i would  but my baby is waiting ( Read more... )

im just in one of them moods agian i have been all weekend liz was in town yesterday so i saw her and she  had pictures from last time she was here and one of me and jeff and it sucks cause it a really good picture and it just had me crying all day and then  on sat. i went and saw breakup with his mom i wasnt ready to watch a movie on breaking up i ( Read more... )

hmm lets see im still sick ive been a little better  we just got back from watching the omen i liked it i jumped alot  summer school sucks i dont really talk to many people there  me and tj are doing good im really starting to fall in love with him  but in a way its still kinda wierd ill be okay though   well not much else to say

well i feel better today yesterday was just a shitty day but my baby is back so im better he is getting his tounge of another tatto but not much else to say so  peace

but anyway me and jeff broke up on megans b seen my mom witch sucks i worry about her all the time just wish i knew if she is okay im going to summer school so i can be a senior next year and get away from the high school drama hopefully jeffs mommy is still my mommy and there for me and im really thankful for that she has helped me alot so has ( Read more... )