well so far my spring break has been good i have spent alot of time with my baby and i love that i love it when my baby comes over early in the morning and just gets in bed with me i love being in his arms like yesterday we were both falling asleep in each others arms but nooo seth had to put a fart bomb and i like soacked seth in fart spray but ( Read more... )

well lets see where to start i guess the fighting with everyone is done but they still hate me but w/e me and jeffs 4 months is tomorrow and then the day after is keesha's b day im not gonna be able to see jeff till sunday :( but atleast i get to see him at all and i guess his mommy likes me or atleast dosent hate me so thats good cause i really ( Read more... )

ok first off im not a god damn slut second jeff didnt cheat on me agian he was with me on friday you fucking dumb ass mother fuckers all yall are trying to do is break us up and its not going to work were not stupid we see what yall are trying to do yall can go ahead leave all the fucking comment you want it dosent mess with me i just find it ( Read more... )

well things are all better me and jeff are back together so that really good i have autumn and amanda joe's g/f and friends so im good i dont need anything else my dad has been putting me down agian but w/e ill live i just try to not listen but today he said he wondered if my mom was still alive thats scary cause about to weekends ago i had the ( Read more... )

Take the quiz: "What kinda goth girl do you look like*pics*"

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jeff this entry is just for you im sorry i honsety dont know what to do to make you believe me and you dont have reason to but you can believe me now im not gonna smoke im not gonna lie its not worth it nothing is worth this nothing is worth losing you over i never wanted this to happen all i wanted was for you to be happy and now your not i ( Read more... )

what have i dont i have messed up everything why did i have to smoke why did i have to lie about it im the stupid person i half to be i petty much let my world go and i do anything to get him back but i dont know how i had the worst feeling that today just wasnt gonna be a good day i havent been able to stop crying or shaking i can barely breath ( Read more... )

well i spent the whole day home sick and i dont feel any better i honestly feel worse cause i didnt see my baby today and tomorrow is district inspection is and my boots are at school and im gonna have to wear my pt shirt ewwwww nastebut i have to or im gonna fail rotc well im gonna go take a shower

i hate being sick my head hurts so bad im home alone my dad and brother went out to eat i didnt feel like going but whats sucks is that they went somewhere we hadnt been to in a while but i didnt feel up to going well theres not much to say me and jeffs 3 months was 3 days ago im so happy he thinks he got me sick but he didnt well thats all for