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I havent updated in a week, and the thing is..i dont feel the need to. i guess spring brings new beginings & im truely feeling them. things with steve have been a little rocky, if you want to know the truth - its because he isnt scott. i was so used to being with scott, that i guess, its hard to get used to something so much better. but ive

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[fuckwhatyahurrd]

i love you so much, elay. i have been happier lately, ive never felt so good in my life. i cant even say i love you enough, but ill try. i love you gah, more than i can express. i know it may not seem like it since we dont talk for days, weeks, at a time. but i am so happy, that you are happy with steve. i am so happy, that you are happy with life in general. i love you so much, and i really hope you know that. you've always made me laugh(makes me laugh just thinking about it) whenever i was upset. and even when i wasnt. you're an amazing person, and so smart. and i really hope your life takes you where you want to go. i love you

[fuckwhatyahurrd]

im going to beat you with a damn stick, you are not going back to tod you little fucker. i dont even see how you and bianca can stand that place. everyone there is fucking either a ditz, or a slut, or like to leave 'hate notes' on people's diaries. the website doesnt work 2 times out of 3, i could go on and on. i hate that website, so much lol. hate is a strong word but i mean it. the only good thing that came from it is meeting some of you people, but now most of you are on lj so thats good :) whichhhhh is why i think you should stay here, yup yup. anyways, I LOVE ATMOSPHERE. i saw it in your music thing too and was like 'oh dag elay listens to atmosphere too' so yah. i dont know what to say cept i love you and you suck dick you little slut <3