I'm so tired. I can't sleep because I'm always thinking. School is so hard I can't do it and I know I'm going to do badly and I can't stop it because I don't get it. I can't fucking concentrate I can't fit in with I can't do everything they do. I don't have time for my homework because htey'res footbal every night an after that I go home and I ( Read more... )

Talked to blue sweater boy. Was waiting for Julia to get her stuff from subway and sitting alone. He came and talked to me. Then Julia decided that we hadddd to go to see Mark so she pulled me out of the seat and along. And I never caught his name ( Read more... )

Forgot all about this journal. Been using one irl and a secret one too. =\

Nothing is really new.. Just been taking it easy. School starts this Tuesday which in a way sucks, but in another is awesome. Hay blue sweater guyyyyy.

I measure every grief I meet ( Read more... )

Alright.. Updates.
I'm not so sorry for myself now. I've got a lot of shit figured out.

The house in TO is rented for now. My mum and I are looking for a home in Caledon.
LINKKK <--- See all those universities? I sware, I will apply to all those, and I will HAVE to get into one of them.. right? I don't care if it's 30$ after five applications. ( Read more... )

I told my parents I want to move. We're taking the house in Toronto off the market. I'm tired of Brampton and all the shit that goes with it. I'm going to go to school at Turner, then go home and forget all about Brampton every night. Only three years then I'm going to university anyway. Screw this. Screw my 'friends'. I need a new start.

I'm all over the fucking emotional map right now and it's killing me.
I'm jealous of my sister, and it's the first time I've been able to admit it. She got into Trent with only a .6 average above the minimal, so everyones fucking rejoicing. Yeah, I know I sound like a bitch, but what the fuck. I got an 88 average this semester and worked my ass off ( Read more... )

Well this weekend has had it's good moments and bad.

FridayAfter enjoying my last day of school, then went over to Williams' house and stayed over there. It was actually really fun. We just talked and hung out and watched 28 Days Later and Gothika - both really funny movies, I might add. Who would have thought that all of England would have been ( Read more... )

Usk. I was having such a good weekend until today ( Read more... )

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