"lets set our hearts at self destruct"
Everybody is sick in my house.
Yesterday my grandmother was coughing and all of a sudden she started throwing up everywhere and all i could do was like jump on the couch and curl up in a ball and cover my ears. I hate that sound. More than you'll ever know. Its so .... traumatizing.
I'm really hoping plans work out for tuesday. Like hoping so bad my fingers are crossed tight enough to break the human skull.
Bobby is getting laid off today. Joyous winter begins...
This does mean that we'll have the rennovations done for the house earlier than expected woot woot.
9 months. 9 months and i'm out. I'm all done being in this house. I can't wait. I'm already scouting apartments. I've been saving too. They told me today that i'll be working till November which is a month later than I had originally planned which puts me a month ahead of the game.
Car insurance: $100
Gas: $100
all the rest goes to a wad of cash hidden in my room waiting to be put down for rent.
Anyone want to move in with me? I'm not sure if kaila and erika still want to. I'd like it if they did, that'd be pretty rad. I'd like living with Curly too I think? We might get sick of each other, but then again, we're both work-aholics so it actually could work.
I'd like to have a guy roommate who would bring his guy friends over :-p haha. I'd return the favor and bring all my guy friends over too hahaha, and probably like the 3 girls i hang out with.
Homo might be coming down. We're going to see the skeleton key cause you jerks wont take me.
You know what I hate about my life right now. I hate that guys consume any portion of my time. I really dont mind hanging out with guys, befriending guys, but the drama. Oh the drama that comes along with it. I'll never forget how relieved I was when it finally hit me that me and mickey were completely and totally done. That was like april. I felt a 1000 times better. Dragging shit on, and the drama, and the emotion, i'm not stable enough for that.
I talked to D. Cross last night. My lesbian soulmate. She's so far away now. Not really. I just feel like she's a million miles away. Why is it all my friends live or moved far away? Some come home for school, some leave for school, but in the summer its so messed. August is such a depressing month if you think about it. I have to say goodbye to all my friends going away to college. I have to start school again. Ugh what a shitty month.
Its got jakes birthday in it too. That alone is shitty.
There's a show sunday with the agony scene and throwdown. I dont like VIP at the living room. Its just not cool enough. haha. there's no free stuff.
Funny fact: I haven't payed to see a mainstream band since november of 2003. Actually before that. Maybe late august 2003. Wow thats so awesome.
dont hate me yet. I'm not a jerk. They over charge for tickets, hence why I give them to all my friends. I'm nice like that :-D I pay to get into nearly every show that local bands play at, with the exception of that stupid bitches benefit cause i'm fat and want to be miss RI thing. and maybe a few others. Like special guests shows. Cause i'm like a roadie at this point.
i'm done. its done. we're done.
~Mini
Yesterday my grandmother was coughing and all of a sudden she started throwing up everywhere and all i could do was like jump on the couch and curl up in a ball and cover my ears. I hate that sound. More than you'll ever know. Its so .... traumatizing.
I'm really hoping plans work out for tuesday. Like hoping so bad my fingers are crossed tight enough to break the human skull.
Bobby is getting laid off today. Joyous winter begins...
This does mean that we'll have the rennovations done for the house earlier than expected woot woot.
9 months. 9 months and i'm out. I'm all done being in this house. I can't wait. I'm already scouting apartments. I've been saving too. They told me today that i'll be working till November which is a month later than I had originally planned which puts me a month ahead of the game.
Car insurance: $100
Gas: $100
all the rest goes to a wad of cash hidden in my room waiting to be put down for rent.
Anyone want to move in with me? I'm not sure if kaila and erika still want to. I'd like it if they did, that'd be pretty rad. I'd like living with Curly too I think? We might get sick of each other, but then again, we're both work-aholics so it actually could work.
I'd like to have a guy roommate who would bring his guy friends over :-p haha. I'd return the favor and bring all my guy friends over too hahaha, and probably like the 3 girls i hang out with.
Homo might be coming down. We're going to see the skeleton key cause you jerks wont take me.
You know what I hate about my life right now. I hate that guys consume any portion of my time. I really dont mind hanging out with guys, befriending guys, but the drama. Oh the drama that comes along with it. I'll never forget how relieved I was when it finally hit me that me and mickey were completely and totally done. That was like april. I felt a 1000 times better. Dragging shit on, and the drama, and the emotion, i'm not stable enough for that.
I talked to D. Cross last night. My lesbian soulmate. She's so far away now. Not really. I just feel like she's a million miles away. Why is it all my friends live or moved far away? Some come home for school, some leave for school, but in the summer its so messed. August is such a depressing month if you think about it. I have to say goodbye to all my friends going away to college. I have to start school again. Ugh what a shitty month.
Its got jakes birthday in it too. That alone is shitty.
There's a show sunday with the agony scene and throwdown. I dont like VIP at the living room. Its just not cool enough. haha. there's no free stuff.
Funny fact: I haven't payed to see a mainstream band since november of 2003. Actually before that. Maybe late august 2003. Wow thats so awesome.
dont hate me yet. I'm not a jerk. They over charge for tickets, hence why I give them to all my friends. I'm nice like that :-D I pay to get into nearly every show that local bands play at, with the exception of that stupid bitches benefit cause i'm fat and want to be miss RI thing. and maybe a few others. Like special guests shows. Cause i'm like a roadie at this point.
i'm done. its done. we're done.
~Mini