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[7apocalypses]

yea tomorrows orientation. im going with lindsey so that'll b fun. i prolly woulda been goin with mary and alicia, but i dont think their done with their blowing me off just yet. all well, atleast ill b going with ppl that actually bother to call me within a 2 week period, and who dont lie to me about wut their doing. gee, woulda been nice to have

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[____prettyemo]

Cat, I honestly have not been shutting you out on purpose. Thats the last thing I would EVER wanna do to you. You really are one of my best friends, and hell, life would suck without you. But me and you have had the talk before that its really exciting when you get 'new loves' and you tend to sorta close out your friends for the first few months. But I will step up to the plate and say im sorry and I was wrong because I have been like that, but yet I have too included Mary. And I can really say I dont know what the hell I was thinking when I dont invite you, it could be many things. I know you pretty well and I just figure that you dont wanna be around the shit me and Julie do? And if your willing to give me another chance you can hang out with me and her any time you want. But I really am sincerley sorry, and Im hopeing that me acting like a dumbass is not going to end with us never speaking againg. Cuz I could never forgive myself if my dumbass actions over the summer caused me to lose you forever. And yes we were pissed about the

[another_memory_]

to me there are a lot of reasons why i wasnt talking to you. and then there are some situations that need to be explained

[7apocalypses]

yes, i realize it is all our faults. and im really sorry bout the not calling u thing for like 4 days, i guess thats happened to all of us once and awhile. i was just dealing with alot of emotions, and i know thats no excuse. i do realize that i was talking about dustin kinda way to much, i guess i kind of got obsessive. and i do appreciate wut u got me. i was actually thinking about htat earlier today. i really did appreciate that micky hat. it made me laugh alot, and it meant alot to me that u thought to get it for me. i know this fight isnt gunna end our friendship. like alicia said, id never forgive myself if i let this stupid fight get in the way of our friendship. but one thing u have to understand, is that not only was i calling u over to help break the ice, i really wanted to hang out with u. i would have called alicia to, but i think she was working those nights, and it was kinda short notice. i havent been hanging with my "new friends" as much as u think. u guys are always first on my list. in fact, most those days i hung

[____prettyemo]

GOD THIS IS SO MAGICAL!

[another_memory_]

god you people are dorks!

[7apocalypses]

lol. this is so beautiful!!!!!!

[7apocalypses]

i mean. GOD this is beautiful!