its been a long time. i know i said it was my last entry. but sometimes, you just gotta let things out. i could write in a diary. i could write a bulletin on myspace. but i kinda just feel like updating here. so much has happened these past few months. ever since june, life has been one great roller coaster. sometimes you drop so fast, you think ( Read more... )

"Passion. It lies in all of us. Sleeping... waiting... And though unwanted... unbidden... it will stir... open its jaws, and howl. It speaks to us... guides us... Passion rules us all. And we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love... the clarity of hatred... and the ecstasy of grief. It ( Read more... )

alright guys, i really cant say for sure, but i think this is my last journal entry. why am i even writing this, i really dont fuckin know. i know more ppl read this then comment though, so what the hell. why not ( Read more... )

yesterday was effin sweet! it seriously was one of the best nights ive had in a long while. around 4 yesterday, julie and alicia came and picked me up to go to blakes, but on the way we saw...........A HUMUNGOUS PUMPKIN PATCH!!!!!! i seriously freaked out, because i love those kind of things. so we stopped there and picked our own pumpkins. haha. i ( Read more... )

theres alot going through my mind right now. depending on what i think about, half the time im extremely happy, feeling as if nothing can go wrong, that i am where i need to be, and the other half of the time i am enraged at so many things. for one, i wish i was a senior this year soooo unbeleivably bad. the board is so retarted. i cant beleive ( Read more... )

just got back from the NAHS meeting. we're gunna carve pumpkins!! then from there i went straight to michaels to get some pastels for the 10 self portraits i have to do. ug, thats gunna b tedius. i feel strange right now. more so like theres so much i want to do, so much i want to accomplish, but just not enough time, especially with all my classes ( Read more... )

hey hey! im feeling pretty good today. didnt really do anything. have a paper to write and some still life to finish, but im pretty care free. i feel like im making alot of new friends, so thats good. i really dont feel like updating, but im happy!

ive been doing a lot of deep thinking lately, and drawing. i know i said this before, but it has really become evident to me of who i can really trust. i was so oblivious during the summer, and before then, that i could not see the clear picture. i am a very trusting person, and that is one of my major downfalls indefinetly. however, once that ( Read more... )

ding ding. today was pretty fun. alicia didnt go to school, so that was kind of a bummer, but candace was there, so photography was pretty fun. im in such an artzy mood. i have all these ideas for drawings and paintings, just not a whole lotta time to do em. damn. im gunna go paint a shirt soon. dont worry, i have another one to paint for tomorrow ( Read more... )

hey there guys, i just figured id update. alot has happened since last time i updated. i cant remember when that was, and im too lazy to look back and read. ha! we finally finished painting the school! hehe. that was so much fun. sabula (art teacher) got us a free day off school, and excused absence0, and we went to the school all day and just ( Read more... )