...one month...

breaks my heart over and over again, everytime I think about it.

yeah so friday night i hung out with kathy and then came home. talked to stephen for a little bit and then went to bed ( Read more... )

im so happy my article about Tim finally got into the newspaper. I hasd sent it everyday for the past week and a half.. and yeah they finally got the point and put it in ( Read more... )

why is he soooooo cute and can always put a smile on my face?? the whole time at work I was reading b/c my boss was out at a meeting and so I had my cell by me because Stephen was going to call before he left to head home. Yeah so when my boss comes back at like 415 as soon as I walk away from my desk to sit by his desk so we can talk about next ( Read more... )

i swear why is that chiles has to be sooo stupid? I mean seriously. The automatted calling thing called last night saying i missed a class so i was like okay it was probably a mistake since i was in guidance yesterday. so I go up there and i deal with mrs. ogden being rude about crap and then i have to pay 25 cents (yeah the moneys not a bg deal ( Read more... )

today is the day we put timmy into the ground.... god im scared and nervuos and i feel sick and ive got butterflies and im sad and i dont want to do this...

...God give me strength...

ive been waiting all weekend for my cell phone to ring and to hear Tim on the other line... but he's yet to call ( Read more... )

why is that when everything is going perfect.. something happens and it feels like my life is crumbling down. Tim shoudlnt of died.. he should be here with us.. none of this should of happened. God I remeber everything so well ( Read more... )

im so stressing over this college thing. like i have no idea what the hell is going on. like im staying in town. and so many people tell me to do fsu and thens o many people tell me it would be better to go to tcc and then transfer to fsu.. and yeah thats what i planned at first.. but i dunno. and like i said earlier if i do apply for fsu itll be ( Read more... )

sorry i havent written for awhile. my computer crashed on wednesday of last week?? yeah something like that.. and my dad fixed it over the weekend but i just havent had the time to get online.. sooo this is whats happened ( Read more... )