2:30 am... not a good sign...

[7mooses]

I think I've lost it. The thought of nursery tomorrow is so overwhelming. I keep asking people if they think 18 months is a long time in there. Some say 6 months is what their ward does, others say years. I was sick this afternoon and thought of getting a substitute, but hesitated because I want to take the Sacrament so bad. I missed it last

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[rockymento]

You sometimes have to ask for help. I would be letting your primary president know if this is too much for you. sometimes sundays do need to be more restful.

[7mooses]

As soon as I read your suggestion, I called Sr. J. and told her what I have been thinking and feeling. I told her I was totally there today which she was so grateful for! She was at that moment in a presidency meeting and said they would pray about it. I was so glad, because if Heavenly Father wants me in there, then I do NOT want to leave!!! She assured me that this was His work and that she would do nothing without also speaking with Br. M., who is in the Bishopric and over the Primary. My stress is still climbing the walls of my innerds, but I'm so glad I called. Last night I had pondered calling either my Home Teacher or the Bishop, but thought I would sound like I was whining. I will catch my Home Teacher though and ask for a blessing today!!
Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts with me!!

[rockymento]

you are welcome...