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It just dawned on me that I have a irrational fear of applying for scholarships. It is a combination of me not liking to ask for help, me not liking to ask for money, and ultimately a fear of rejection.

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[nocturnus33]

I applay to the latter, -i discoverd I boicoted my own applaiance by not paying attention to all the documents they ask me.
Is more common than you think. BUT schollarships are not charity!, is an invest in knowledge building.

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I know you are right, I just have to push past my internal barriers and do it!