I really wanna go to culinary school. the one i can go to is 14,000 bucks for 10 months. but i'm not sure if i want to take out a loan and pay more debt off than i already have.i can take 4 week classes at liek 400-500 bucks a classi think it would probably be cheaper to just take classes  but if i attendt the full on school i can learn EVERYTHING ( Read more... )

I think i'm going to be leaving the bistro.
i dont knwo if i'm taking taht otehr job its taking too long top get it an dif i dont leave while i have the chance.. i'm gonna stuck in a world of shit.i want to  go soemwhere awesome and cook fucking great food and be a part of the elite cooks.. i'm gonna try some places soon. i just aint so sure of what ( Read more... )

".. I drank too much, because of you my liver turned to dust...."

so yeah i crashed my truck. not horrbile it still runs. but i'm so angry about it.. it really wasnt my fault so.. fuck i dunno i just have to wait for my truck to get fixed. till then i have a fuckin huge ass dodge ram 1500.. its fucking i dunno .. i hate accidents i'm so pqranoid.. fuck. i hate this shit.

The feeling of an empty heart mixed with frustration/sadness/confusion and just a tad bit of self hate,  Makes me feel liek total shit. It sucks i dopnt kwnow hat i'm afraid of but i am. and i cant see msyelf ever finding that happiness that so many people have or have had. i dontw ant to be close i need distance and it always means that it's for ( Read more... )

At my door the leaves are falling
A cold wild wind has come
Sweethearts walk by together
And I still miss someone

I go out on a party
And look for a little fun
But I find a darkened corner
because I still miss someone

Oh, no I never got over those blues eyes
I see them every where
I miss those arms that held me
When all the love was there

I wonder if she's ( Read more... )

as fucked as thinsg are you know that love and feelings make us all do so many thinsg and do shit we never would. it saddens me and breaks my fucking heart when ones i love an dcare about are treated with so much disrespect. i cant bare it. my heart is fuckinge mpty so much and when i hear these things i get so angry... why do we do things for ( Read more... )

slit my throat please, because i cant reach the knife.

i hate moving, and alkl the apartments i have seen suck.
fuck it i'm living in my truck.

fuckin haoles. no ack eh! http://www.muchosucko.com/video-hawaiiansurfingbeatdown.html