I once
Dreamed of a world
Without consequences
Without reminders
Of this
Brutal
Gutter
I am collapsed in
Once I dreamed
But then
I
Woke
Up

I do not have time to explain everything.
A lot of you don't read this anymore anyway.
But two days ago, the greatest guy asked me to be his girlfriend =).

Brittany -&- Dewayne
June 22, 2005
<3

Guys I'm just about ready to give the fuck up ( Read more... )

I can remember the very first time I cried ( Read more... )

Seems like just yesterday ( Read more... )

Instructions ( Read more... )

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Every fucking time I do my hair
Or get my hair done.
I get fucked over.
And I'm god damn tired of it.
So now I'm angry,
My knuckles are bloody,
and I'm crying.
Never again will I go through such hell.
Fuck you.

( Forget about the dirty looks )

I know I'm not perfect, but these last few months, I've been trying my damn best to be and it still doesn't seem to be good enough. All the time I'm getting compared to my sisters. Well Kathy does this, Robin never did that. I guess they just don't understand how bad it hurts. Yeah. Thats it. No one really knows how it feels until they're in that ( Read more... )