i prefer writing non-journals in hard copy better ( Read more... )

i've decided ( Read more... )

still no word from ryerson ( Read more... )

certain things have been made known to me. after all the progress i was (sorta) making, i get sucked back in to the deadly spiral of hope ( Read more... )

two exams: 20th then 27th.
bro's birthday tomorrow.
going to YD to get him a gift.
studystudystudystudy.

here's the plan:
-study super extra hard
-ace exams
-get an awesome GPA
-get into ryerson
-make mom and dad trust me
-live as i wish

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i dont actually recall writing that last entry ( Read more... )

stop holding on to the past.
the future is too stray to embrace.
the present is the only option.
i dont like the present.

i live in the future.
hope and dream and hope and wish and hope.
what are the fucking odds?

I ( Read more... )

i used to be a likeable person. well, i used to be the type of person that i liked. once upon a time, i liked myself. i would only cry over the mean things done to me. but all in all i was happy ( Read more... )

oxymoron is my middle name ( Read more... )