i really dont like this ( Read more... )

So it has been awhile...about two months ( Read more... )

i definately knew what i wanted to write about but completely forgot! so what ev ( Read more... )

me, im emotionally exhausted ( Read more... )

people don't mean to hurt other people. they just get tunnel vision or their path altogether changes or something else. shit happens. situations change, sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worst, and sometimes they just change. as do emotions, ideas, beliefs, plans. in the process people get hurt ( Read more... )

I am so terrified. I don't remember ever feeling this way before. I positively hate it.
This year is my biggest challenge yet.
But that is a good thing. It can't be easy or even the same level as the past year no matter how difficult that was.
Moving up!

I will just work on building in the breathing patterns...

feeling a little forgotten...and im dealing with it ( Read more... )

i have this adorable white teddy bear sitting in my lap right now...

the poor thing. he cant breath through his or eat and can only hear out of his left ear. lol.

and he is only 5 months 3 weeks and 6 days old.

but at this point in my day, he is definately the high point :)

so i just figured id let everyone in on it.

Cognitive Dissonance really is a Fucked up thing ( Read more... )

I was just looking over some of my notes from the leadership workshop Mr. B had us go to ( Read more... )